This explains how i feel right now.
So so so so so so so depressed that i can't take it.
Yet, i do not want to share my sorrows to anyone.
Because even if i say, nobody could understand.
"When was the last time i was truly happy? "
To be honest, i had no idea.
Despite laughing/smiling every single day.
And sometimes i wonder, is that even a genuine laughter/smile?
Where has the true me gone to?
Can i find it back?
Too many questions kept haunting in my mind.
But who knows the answer?