I can do it!

Hello guys.

In a week's time, i'm going to turn into a total nerd.

Or maybe a loner too, lol.

Whatever the case is, my aim is to get into NTU 3 years later.

Though it's really tough & rare,

WHEN THERE'S A WILL, THERE IS A WAY (: 

Oh yea, went to my poly today to get my admission card alone.

Actually i'm used to being alone but not this time round.

When i first enter it, it gives me a very distant feel.

which i guess it's because it's my first time going there.

And everyone is like going in pairs/ groups except me.

Hahah, i'm a sucker for being lonesome #emonemo

Also, getting to wear whatever you like may not be a good thing.

First -  you will start fretting about what to wear everyday

Second - people do judge the clothes you wear .

Third- you will feel inferior 

This is what i discovered today.

& I shall called it the ugly truth.

Maybe wearing uniforms will be so much better.

At least you wouldn't need to worry of getting judged by others.

Why do i say so?

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Earlier on, i encountered 2 pretty girls queuing in front of me.

They are really pretty & their dress sense are WOW.

Frankly speaking, i really feel inferior after seeing them.

But i know, i shouldn't compare

Then they started giggling while looking at the girl opposite them.

Which i realised they are actually  making fun of that girl.

(Just because of what she wore )

Which i'm actually quite affected about it even though it's not me.

Like seriously, 

" I know that your dress sense is damn good la but you don't need to laugh at others, isn't it? "

That's why i mentioned earlier, you will get judged no matter what.

Ahhhhhhhh , now i'm really dreading poly to start.

I'm scared that i couldn't adapt to the new environment.

I'm afraid that people couldn't accept the true me.

I'm reluctant to step out of my comfort zone.

But i know i had to.

I must because i don't have a choice.

Ok i shall self-encourage myself that i can do it!

When there's a will, THERE'S A WAY !!! 

This wed will be my first day of orientation.

Hope that everything will be fine & able to find trustable friends.

Hopefully...