Hello, i'm back to blog about my 4th post.
And I know I took AGES to come up with this post, OPS my bad.
But good things come to those who wait, right? HAHA
As I've said before, this will be a special one.
Needless to say, you should know who's the protagonist today (:
Well, after my last breakup; I've completely given up on this game called Love
I've never thought that i would find someone again.
And finding you, makes me feel like I'm the luckiest person on earth.
I guess people whom hadn't experience this before might laugh at me.
I don't blame you cause i laughed once before.
At first, my best friend met one guy and she was telling me;
how well they hit it off
how much they think alike
how perfect they are for each other
(when they only got closer for less than 1 month)
Honestly, i scoffed right after i heard about it.
At that point of time, i couldn't believe what i heard.
Thinking to myself, everything was just BULLSHITS!
Well, not until the same scenario actually happened to me too.
Then i realised the least unexpected thing always happens when you disbelieve it.
Starting from how we met is amusing enough.
Honestly, i can't believe i'm typing this out.
It feels like i'm writing a love story instead.
I knew his presence a year ago from a mutual friend and
Yea of course, i find him not bad-looking and that's it..
The funny thing is he actually knew about my presence too.
Then something real ridiculous happened.
I brainlessly thought that he was a smoker and even told some of my classmates.
Yea idk wtf i'm thinking to be spreading this to the whole world -.-
Little did i knew, i actually misunderstood him. Oh crap, i'm dead...
But what's done cannot be undone.
Since we are strangers, the shameless me tried to act like nothing happened.
Is heaven playing a joke on me?
We happened to be in the same class for 1 module, OH MY GOD.
Honestly, i never saw this coming and trust me;
if I've a weak heart, i might probably die of heart attack.
Yes, tell me how am i going to face someone whom I've framed?
Badmouthing someone is bad, badmouthing smth that wasn't true is worse;
And smearing someone's reputation is beyond incorrigible.
The main feeling that overtook me was Guilt.
I knew clearly that i owe him an apology because i know sooner or later, he will find out.
I mean, you couldn't hide secrets forever.
And obviously, he would be thinking " Why this mad stranger is spreading bad stuff about me?"
The coward me thought of many ways to tell him but failed anyway.
Days have passed,
Weeks have passed,
Months have passed,I'm still unable to muster up my courage.
Not until one day, we talked for the first time during a lunch meeting.
So i took this perfect opportunity to come clean what i did.
Frankly speaking, if a random stranger/new fren runs up to you and tells you that
"I actually told people that you are a smoker because i thought you were"
My reaction would be this :
Well, he is kind enough not to give the reaction that i might have given.
In fact, he accepted my apology in half confusion which was understandable. HAHAH.
During the meal, we chatted as per normal and thought to myself :
"Well, he is quite a good chap"
-End of story-
No la just kidding.. ( 2 months later...)
In class, he approached me and we talked continuously for almost an hour.
This is crazy cause we just talked about anything and everything.
And what, at that point of time; we barely knew each other?
Even up till now, i still find everything amazingly unbelievable.
So what's the main reason why i think he's the right one?
It might sound cliche but i swear he's the first whom i can connect my heart with...
And what lies beneath is the astonishing telepathy between us.
This is something that not all the couples could achieve that but we can.
I like how the way;
we give each other death stares; wanting the other to give in,
we can read each other's mind like an open book
we argue but laugh at the same time (so is that considered a quarrel?)
we can talk about everything without hiding secrets,
our impromptu h2h talks that always happened in the middle of the night,
having that connection that no one could have,
And i'm real lucky to have you in my life.
Even if it's just a short period, it doesn't matter.
Cause all i want is you to be happy and i will too :')
Thanks for loving me the same despite my imperfections.
I still can't believe that i only know you for 3 months.
It really seems like I've known you WAY much longer.
Regardless of how much i wrote, it's never enough to express how i truly feel about you.
But one thing i'm certain is that - I can never find someone like you.
YOU, ME and US
that we could beat the odds :)
(Even the Ocean, cheh kidding)
PS: Please don't die of diabetes after reading this whole chunk of LOVE-OBSESSED post hahaha.