Thursday, December 26, 2013

Define you

It's been a while since i last blogged.
As usual, my reason is still because i'm BUSY.
Shall tell you what i'm busy with to prove that i'm not kidding.

  1. Tortured myself to attend 4 driving lessons in one go \\SO DREADFUL
Honestly, i really regret taking SCHOOL instead of private.
Private is less burdensome and cheap, AHHHHH.
So warning ; Choose Private for your BTT!
Cuz school requires you to attend 4 redundant lessons -.-

    2. Passed my Basic Evaluation test
Spent days reading and reading the stupid BTT book.
Amusing enough, the test turned out to be so much easier than i expected.
Honestly, you can pass just by doing a few practices and memorising the answers.
Felt relieved that this burden is over  but unhappy cuz i need to wait for
2 FULL months before i could take my real BTT test.
Burdennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn to the next level x.x

   3. S.I.C.K.
Ok, i swear this is the first time that i'm real sick for this whole 2013.
Yes, i thought i am really that healthy ; not until now.
Lol, but this is seriously not a good timing to fall sick!
Especially when Christmas is just so damn near.

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Honestly, my family doesn't celebrate Christmas.
So normally, i celebrate Christmas with my friends.
Or i shall just brush it away and treat it as a normal day.
But i have one undying wish since long ago.
Which is to :
Celebrate Christmas with my love one
Sad enough, it's not this year either.
Then when will it be?

Hahaha,k shall stop being an emo nemo.
Will post about how i spent my Christmas & Eve' asap.
Stay tuned alright! (: 

Just a short update!
Went to sing Teo Heng with the usuals once again.
6 hours of singing karaoke is like a norm to us now.
Except that our throat can't accept it still,
Making us voiceless the next day, HAHAH "There's a price to pay in everything you do"
And chanced upon a good opportunity to cam-whore with my happy pill

JI WUN~!!!

 Our Signature Pose!

#OOTD ; loving my new shoes (: 

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Ma lovely dad

Happy birthday PAPA' LAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Heh just to show off, this is the card that i made for him.
You may scroll down later to see the rest.
FYI- i spent an hour to finish this card.
Idk why but i really needa change my bad habit.
Always leaving everything to do at the very last minute .
Beats me why but i really have no sense of urgency.
LOL which explains that my card is so simple and plain.
Ok better than nothing right, haha.
For my parents' birthday, my sisters and I never fail to make cards for them.
It's just sort of our thing since young.
So as we grew older, cards became more and more fanciful.
But our words became lesser and lesser.
LOL, imagine thinking of what to write every single year.
Afterall, it's just the same old thing.
Honestly, sometimes i really feel quite tiresome to do every year.
When i think about my parents who might be expecting hand-made cards 
more than anything else,
And getting the sense of achievement when they smile after seeing,
Everything is worth it (:
Certainly thankful that i have 2 older sisters who are so much more creative than me.
Hopefully, we can still continue our "thing" even if we grow older.

Anyway, the main character is not about me today.
It's my dearest DADDY (:
Despite coming from a broken and poor family, he is a good father.
Actually, no amount of words would be enough to describe how great he is.
But, i still have to say.
No matter ,
how many arguments we had ,
how many tantrums i threw,
how rude i am to him (sometimes)
how little time i spend with him
how much money he spent on me,
He never complains and try his best to give me his all.
Working extremely hard just for the sake of us.
Though he is not good at expressing himself, i know that
He loves us (yes damn cliche i know)
That's why i have never questioned his love for us. *cheh, show off* HAH
Really thankful to have such an awesome dad like him.
And i'm contented enough. (: 

Don't you think we look REAL alike? haha

Sunday, December 15, 2013

You decide your own future

Any kind souls wanna intro jobs to me?
Yes, i want to work ASAP cuz i'm seriously broke.
Spent like $150++ today, mainly on presents!!!
Omggg, that's the reason why i hate December.
December made me broke like crappppppppp...
Sighh, still needa save $2k for my HK trip next year!
And i haven't even save a single shit, oh my god.
Noooooooooooooooooo, I NEED $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.
Someone sponsor me pls, haha just kidding~

Recently, i signed up for driving license since 
For once, i'm proud of my age, HAHA.
Also, my dad has been pestering me to learn since ages ago.
So yup, i'm finally learning it after much contemplation.

 I really underestimate the toughness of getting a car license.
Dense enough to think that it will easy like ABC.
So when i went to sign up for driving, i was like a complete lost soul.
Or should i call myself an idiot instead?
Cuz i don't understand a single shit of what they're talking about.
I seriously don't get it.
Why they want to make life difficult for us?
I mean it's like, you are required to take only 3 tests in total.
But there're like so many intervals in between.
It's like 4 or 5 procedures before you can proceed to the next.
What the heck man, just god damn confusing .
The dumb me JUST couldn't take such complex stuffs.
I just cannot.
Really afraid that i couldn't learn it well = waste $$$ only
Besides, i'm really a slow-learner omg omg omg
Ok but i will try my best to stay positive that i can do it.
LOL hopefully, i am able to get my driving license within 7 months *finger cross*

I'm so much more interested in taking this instead. 

Not because it's stunningly cool or trying to be a hot chick wannabe,
 i'm just being realistic.
My dad owns one instead of a car.
That's why i'm wondering
- what is the point of taking car license when i don't even get to use it.
Unlike bike license, i can use it immediately after getting bike license.
For instance, i can ride to school everyday and bid goodbye to public transport.
Moreover, the duration of learning bike is so much shorter than car.
Since young, i really have a keen interest in riding bikes.
Not bicycles la, but i'm referring to motorbikes.
Why do i say so?
Ok, instead of telling a long story, i shall just summarise everything.
 When i was young, i LOVE Causewaypoint's arcade.
Simply because it's the only arcade i know that has motorbikes games.

As expected, i can play like 3-4 games continuously without fail.
Trust me, 1 game isn't enough cuz it's that FUN.
There's interest, there's bike ; what's the prob?
I have concerns.
First of all, i'm not a very big-sized person although i ate like one.
Obviously, i'm one who is weak without any strengths.
So i don't dare to try.
Next, my mum SINCERELY objects me of doing that.
Frankly speaking, i don't heed my parents' opinions.
And i'm not kidding.
Cuz i have that stubborn mindset ;
Nobody can control my thinking.
Nobody can decide what i am going to do.
Nobody can force me to do what i dislike.
Yes, judge me with all you want but i'm like this.
I strongly believe that "You decide your own future"
And whatever consequence there is, you take it .
So why did i heed my mum's advice this time round?
Looking @ how worried she is EVERY single time when my dad rides the motorbike.
I paused and wondered "She will be worrying for me every single day if i ride it too"
Which i really don't wish to add on to her worries any further.

So for this time, I've decided to let go of my interest.
And forget about taking bike license even though i'm really keen.
Furthermore, riding motorbikes aren't simple and easy.
In fact, it's really dangerous if you're unlucky or not skillful enough.
Your life or interest?
Obviously, choosing your life is the main priority.
For those people who want to take bike license, think once again.
Not that i'm discouraging you all, but consider about your loved ones too.

Okie bye! 

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Coming to an end

Hi guys.
Can you believe that 13 more days to Christmas 
And 20 more days to the arrival of 2014 ?!
Ironically, i'm not looking forward to Christmas.
Cuz apparently, i don't have anyone to celebrate with.
The simple reason is because

  • January stung me so badly because of my O'level results
  • February broke my heart into tiny pieces
  • March made me realised that i'm no longer me
  • April was made up of favourites ; Old and New
  • May pushed me to find back the old me
  • June made me give up and decided to accept the NEW me
  • July taught me to remember and let go
  • August slipped away just like that
  • September was a tragedy
  • October left me restless and speechless
  • November was in a chaotic mess
  • December made me feel blessed 

Yes, my face is actually like this throughout 2013.

Check out the parody version 

2013 is just not my year.
Since 2013 is a disaster, i definitely hope that 2014 will be better
 Really can't afford to have a bad year again. *Finger cross*
Shall post my New Year resolutions when 2013 ends.
The most important thing to do now is TO ENJOY TO MY FULLEST.
Yes, to reward myself for being hardworking for the past few weeks.

On a happy note, i'm finally ELIGIBLE to donate blood!
Yessssssssssss, had been waiting for this since ZILLION years ago.
Lol, can't believe i actually gained 3kg within this year.
Wow, Poly has really done wonders for me.
Happy with my current weight but...
Still, i need to watch my diet cuz Poly will make you fat.
Hahaha my logic...
Okie that's all, will update about my driving license soon.
Stay tuned (: 

Sunday, December 1, 2013

I just can't figure it out

Counting down, 13 more days to go !
Tormenting myself everyday with books
and more books,
ENDLESS books.
Feel like giving everything up and just #YOLO.
But i can't. 
And what's worrying me the most is my GPA. 
That is totally how i felt when i think about my GPA this sem.
Especially that this sem is so much harder than last sem -.-
Really don't have the confidence that i can score even better this time round.
Sighhh, just got back my Effective Writing result .
Real disappointed but sort of expected it. 
What can i do when my English couldn't make it?
How am i going to score well for this module when 
My English couldn't even make the cut. :'( 
Honestly, i only started speaking English everyday when i came to poly.
Certainly not a good English speaker and it's a norm to get laughed at.
But getting mocked is a different thing, isn't it?
Yes, my English is poor.
Yes, i stutter whenever i speak English. 
Yes, i suck at everything when it comes to English.
Just because of the cruel truth that my English is weak like nobody's business.
That means i had to live with all these mockery and stuffs?

 Never gonna give anybody a SINGLE chance to mock at me ever again.
For now and near future,
I'm determined to improve my ENGLISH standard.
Thus, making friends with my all-along enemy (BOOKS) is unavoidable
Gonna brush up my English standard by reading as many books as i can during the holidays.
No matter how TOUGH the process might be, i'm never gonna give up.
I'd prove you wrong.
Mark my words ... 

"Nobody is good at everything ; Nobody is good at nothing" 
When there is a will, there's a way.
If you believe in yourself that you can, you will.
Instead of being negative that you can't, have a little faith in yourself.
Even if you fail, smile because you tried your best.

Wednesday, November 27, 2013


Hello, i'm back to blogging!
Just had my 1st ICA test today, OH YEA.
One burden down, 4 papers moreeeeeeee..
Can't wait for FREEDOM after 2 weeks later, (Y)
Totally stopped working now cuz Studies is more than anything.
Really can't afford to slack anymore.
If i don't study hard now, then when can i?
Ok enough of all the words coming from a nerd, hahaha.
Previously, we are required to come up with a Video about a famous artist.
Sounds kinda challenging, isn't it?
Thankfully, everything turns out well BIG thanks to Harveen!

So that day was supposed to be a DRESS-UP DAY for all of us.
Which explains the numerous spams of pictures of me thereafter.
So enjoy (:
Credits : Fifah's DSLR !
                                                                                                Kim's lovely cupcakes for us~

Listening to Director Kaur's instructions, hahaha. 

As much as i rant about how NYP is totally like a hospital,
There are some places which i beg to differ.
For instance, this is one perfect example of a G.A.R.D.E.N
Lol, actually NYP has nothing great except plenty of PLANTS
Ideal place to cam-whore/date but since it's an open-area, PDA not recommended.
PDA= Public Display of Affection
Hahah kk, i'm getting lamer each day


Love the lighting too (:

Acting "demure" , apparently we all failed haha.

Finally, a decent GROUP photo!!
Really can't imagine the days in NYP spent without them.

Sunday, November 24, 2013

Hunger Games

Despite ALL the movies that I've ever watched, nothing is comparable to
With that said, i was so incredibly floored by how great this movie is.
Not forgetting to credit the author of this, i had to admit that he/she is a genius.
For coming up with this amazing plot & catching everyone's attention.
I mean it's like HUNDRED TIMES better than Harry Potter/ Twilight.
No offence but nothing is more captivating than watching "The Hunger Games"
I seriously can't find a reason of why someone could rate this movie as NAY even if it isn't their type of movie. :/
Honestly, i was really star-struck when i watched "The Hunger Games" last year.
Not exactly with the people, but the story behind.
No amount of words could be enough to express how much i LIKE about this movie.
It's just so amazingly stunning that you couldn't help but fall for it.
As i sensed that this movie is ending, I really WISHED it wouldn't.
However when it did, i just wanted to catch the next one immediately.
Unfortunately, good things are meant for you to wait.
But curiosity overtook my patience so i've decided to force myself to
READ which is one DAMN thing that i hate the most.

So yup, i'm proud to say that this is one of the few books i've ever read
Which totally relates how much i hate reading.
But the interesting part is- I don't find them dreadful to read.
Not only that it is interesting, i can't help but to laugh sometimes when i was reading.
If you read those already, you will get what i mean.
So if you really can't wait to know the ending, READ THEM.
Trust me, it's worth it (: 

Nevertheless, knowing the ending through the book is not enough. 
So, i have been highly anticipating Part (II) of the hunger games since million years ago.
And I've watched it today, YAY to infinity ! (:
Ironically, i feel that The hunger games is much more enticing than Catching Fire.
Perhaps it's due to my knowledge of the ending ;
which sadly didn't sparkles much excitement when i'm watching it.
On a second thought, i wouldn't have understand the plot if i didn't read it at first.
Kinda disappointed when some of the parts included in the book didn't appear.
Maybe it's due to the constraint of time for the movie.
In fact, i strongly feel that 2h 30 mins is not enough!!!!
Though i hate lovey dovey scenes, i wish there could be more in Catching Fire.
When the movie is coming to an end, my heart couldn't help but sank in.
Cuz i know that Peeta and Katniss have to be separated ): 

All of these trilogies must now come complete with a love triangle in Mockingjay.
So who will Katniss Everdeen ended up with?
Hah, i shall not be the bad guy and spoils the ending.
So happy guessing (: 
Really can't wait to catch the last part- Mockingjay which apparently,
I suppose the waiting time should be 1 more year
Planning to rewatch part (I) and (II) before watching the last. 
Omgggg, can i just fast forward the time to 2014??? 

The hottest actress on earth - Jennifer Lawrence ( acting as Katniss Everdeen)
To be honest, i didn't find her pretty when i first watched the trailer.
But i immediately took back my words after watching the whole movie.
The way she portrayed herself as the righteous,resolute archery expert is just so damn
No one could fit this leading role except her cause she is that awesome.

Next, Josh Hutcherson (acting as Peeta Mellark)
Especially attracted by his charming eyes even though it's small.
Omgggggggg, totally in love with his eyes.

"Katniss Everdeen & Peeta Mellark" FOR THE WIN (Y)
The weird me secretly wishes that they can be together in real life.
That will be so damn cool, don't you agree?? 

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Good times

No amount of words could express how proud i am to
Be in this class from 2008 to 2013.
Having to go through all the hardships together as one for
Can you imagine having to see every single one of them for (365x 5) days ?
And i can't believe 5 years passed in a blink of an eye.
Honestly, i really miss their existence ever since i stepped into poly.
I guess that tinge of nostalgia never left ever since we were split up ):
Nevertheless, we tried our best to meet up during sch days.
No matter what, nobody could replace class 5A.

Ok enough of all these cliche words, pictures will do the rest!

"DAU POK" session! 

With zheng hui, haha my face cannot. 

 With the girls!!! (:

With Mo Kun - the class joker! 

Best friends forever ^-^ 

With jasper haha (: 

Birthday boy- Wen zhen! 
 Omg so sweet la, i cannot... hahah 
"Illegal gathering" 

Zhi yong stole our food, :'( 

 LOL my face really needs to maintain a bit. 

 With Danielle- my twin bro :P 

 With Eugene ; BFF :D 
 With Sophie Body Fit ^^ 
Spot me pls! 

 My skinny & fat bitches, hoho 
 Say hi to my new friend. 

 Acting like a professional photographer, CHEH 

With Ji Wun & Jamie xD 

~Selfie spams~

Needless to say, spending time with them is the B.E.S.T ever (:
Hope we are able to keep in contact & grow old together!
`Awesome 5A