True words VS Fake words.

I totally agree to this saying .

But i'm really upset...

Because majority of the ppl don't get it.

I'm always being the straightforward me; saying what i think.

But whenever i'm like that , ppl think that i'm bad or whateva.

I confess that sometimes what i said might be too overboard.

OK that is my fault, i sincerely apologise for that.

But sometimes people need to learn to accept the true words.

Instead of listening to the fake ones, continue self-deceit yourself.

True words are meant to be ugly but

They can brought you to a realistic world ; letting you know the ugly side.

"If you want to live in your fairytale place,

Listening to how people "compliment" about you,

Then might as well don't live "

Because you're just freaking living in a fantasy.

True words are words that they really mean in a truthful way.

They are words that meant no harm.

But just letting you know the ugly truth , is that wrong ?!?!

Let me list an example :

Friend A is a very arrogant person.

He/she has 2 best frens : Fren B & C.

B: Hey fren, you are starting to get arrogant now...

Fren A got upset because he/she doesn't believe it so he ask fren C.

A: Hey, am i really arrogant? Fren B said i was.

C: Noo, you are not. You're so humble man, where got arrogant sia..

In the end Fren C went around saying bad things about fren A.

So yup, if you're fren A , which fren would you like?

A fren that tells you the nasty truth?

Or a fren that keep things from you then hurt you at the back?

Think about it.

Sometimes true words can let you see the light.

Though it hurts, it holds a special meaning.

Don't always think about how hurtful the words are.

Instead, think about how useful the true words can be.

If the nasty truth can make you change to a better person ;

Why not heed it ???

Okie, enough of my rants.

Goodbye!!!

The feeling is there

HELLO peeps, I'm back yea (:

This week is much more relaxed than ytd.

But i'm starting to get more TESTS already .

Damn, really hate to study for tests :/

Anyway i've changed my BLOG SONG !!!

Do listen to it okiieeee (:

Currently, I watched back Running Man again.

Started @ Episode 65 , quite fast right ?

Hehes, RUNNING MAN is so damn nice yea!!

During our BP day, we can choose where we wanna go .

Or what we wanna do .

The shiok thing is my class is PLANNING a RUNNING MAN game!

Hmm, i think that the game will be freaking fun.

Though i'm part of the organising team, I CAN STILL TAKE PART.

(Y) Freaking excited of Bp day to arrive (:

Okkiiie enough of these crap.

Last friday, went out with my pri sch fren : Jacinda!!!

Hehehs, really had so much fun with this ass.

She's like so freaking cute & epic alright.

So many FREAKING EPIC things happened when i'm with her.

So...
I swear i almost died laughing because of her.

ENJOY the PICTURES ^^

I looked so dark here...

Epic face.

Sweet (:

My fake smile...

I like this effect man~

The most famous pouting lips style.

Love this the most ^^

Antique style

Pig- rabbit!!

Ending with this retarded face of mine...

Bye (:

I'm just so sick of you

ANYEONG everybody, I'm back ^^

Firstly, I wanna WISH MY BEST FRIEND "CHEN YIJIA"

A HAPPY 17TH birthday! (Y)

Hehehs hope she like the sketchbook & present! (:

Secondly, I'm alright already .

Everytime think of my ah gong, i will go emo ....

Cause his condition isn't very good & ya only has 30% of recovery!

BUT WELL, i believe my ah gong can overcome it!!!

I'm going to think postitive, 危机就是转机！

So yupp, no point dwelling over it so much.

I told my Ah gong that i'm going to fold 1000 cranes for him.

Everyday i will fold 10 of it.

So until the 100 days, nothing will happen to him.

&he smiled . (:

Lastly, actually last week is a STRESS week for me.

Everyday , i'm fretting over different things.

So yup, i'm like so freaking stressed ...

Haishhh, too much things to do already :/

Now finally a lot of things are cleared .

So yupp, FELT SO HAPPY NOW, HAHA!

Ytd went to Bugis to celebrate Yijia's birthday .

Watched HUNGER GAMES, omgggg...

So freaking nice man, IT'S A MUST TO WATCH OK!!!

Rate it 10/10 , except that the ending a bit suck :/

Hmm hope there's HUNGER GAMES 2 !!!

This lady is god damn cool!!!

REMEMBER TO CATCH IT NOW!!!

Alright enough of commenting, really feel like watching IT AGAIN!

Bye~

Marks the end of our friendship.

Actually i would like to correct the word: AMAZING.

Hmm i think A.W.E.S.O.M.E would BE A BETTER WORD!!

I went through a long timeeee before i could let go .

Each time it happened, i just brush it off.

But deep inside, it hurt deeply.

Now it no longer does ...

& Everytime when that person came back ,

I'm thinking in my heart that

"WHY THE FUCK YOU COME BACK ? "

I don't fucking need you anymore.

& Now sorry to say that .

I'm pretty irritated when that person is present...

It sounds so ironic because it reflects the way back last time.

In the past , you used to depend on that person like crazy.

Part of you needs it because you're afraid of loneliness.

But when that person left you for other stupid reasons ,

You're freaking angry but you just forgive & forget .

Buttt now, once you had enough of that person ,

You just stop caring or whatever shit.

You just started to detest him/her everything .

Whatever they did, you will be irritated.

You just want them to leave your life...

So i'm really counted lucky.

Because finally i get to be cruel & stop it .

& I wouldn't get hurt by that person anymore.

Because i stopped caring.

PLEASE BE WELL!!!

I HOPE MY GRANDFATHER WILL BE FINE!

Please god, i really please you.

My grandfather is already 85 years old ...

Please spare him few more years with us .

Don't take him so fast away from us .

I really don't wish to see him leaving us.

Just because of that bad fall, he is hospitalised

FOR 1 MONTH -_____________-

Went IN & OUT of ICU for like countless times.

His condition is so unstable ; happening .

I really hope he can be okay, PLEASE GOD.

My Ah Gong is a strong man with a strong will.

I believe he will not leave us .

He can tolerate his pain , he can do it because of us.

HE CAN!!!!

I really want to do something to help him.

Even though i can't feel his pain,

I know he is really very tired & feeling awful.

Other than talking, what else can i do ?

WHAT CAN I DO SO THAT HE CAN BE BETTER?

Can anyone tell me what should i do?!?!?!

I am truly sorry

ANYEONG peeps, I'm back!!!

Hehes, guess what i have done today!

Okayyy recently had been over-exerting myself .

Kept on working + studying+ going out ; NO TIME TO REST!

Seriously, somemore kept on going under the rain .

Worst, i didn't even bring umbrella ...

So yup, i had a serious running nose ytd.

Slept @ 11pm ytd but CAN'T FREAKING SLEEP.

Simply because it's too hot & i kept on coughing!!!

I really cough until like no tomr -.-

Then i kept on being like this until 3am.

WORST is my Alarm never ring!!!

So in the end my mum woke me up @ 7.15am

Hah, was super tired due to lack of sleep ytd.

My flu haven't recovered ; having block nose.

So yup, I DIDN'T WENT FOR SCHOOL today!!!

Okk here's the amazing part.

Normally, when i'm throwing temper or making a fuss

that I DUN WAN TO GO school

even when i am having slight fever or what ;

MY MUM WOULD SERIOUSLY FORCE ME TO GO.

Either forcefully dragg me out of bed.

Or Scream @ me real loud.

But this time she didn't say anything at all.

So yupp, i took her consent as granted so i went back to sleep.

Hah, after waking up , i asked her the reason why .

She said 我已经长大了； 知道该怎么做。

So yup, felt real BAD when she said that .

Haish , i should have been more mature & went to school .

Instead of being like a pig ; wanting to sleep more...

My mum trusted me of being right but in the end i let her down.

Due to my childishness; my laziness.

Sorry mum :/

I will never be like this again , i swear.

Last day of HOLIDAY

ANYEONGGGG everybody, I'm back!

Haishhhhh , today's the last day of MARCH HOLIDAY.

So sadd sia, why march holiday is only 1 week ?

Why can't it be 1 month ???!!!

Sigh* One week is DEFINITELY NOT ENOUGH FOR ME.

Somemore , my cher said this is the last holiday for US!

Omggg , haven't even enjoy well sia ):

& I haven't earned at least $200 yet !!!

Haishhh forget it uh , need to quit working already.

Mum had been nagging me for WEEKS!!!

Arghh* In order to stop her from (*&*%^&$$# further,

I promised her that i will not work for JUNE holidays!

Hmm, hope i really will stay to my promise.

(Actually i bet i will ) hah kidding :x

My last day of work in this holiday!

@ Clarke Quay, WOOTS (Y)

Hope i can earn more today!!!

Tata ^^

Back to original

HELLO peeps ; I'm back yea~~~

Hehehs, i'm here to UPDATE my lifeee...

Okie basically this MARCH holiday is definitely not enough for me.

Hmm, i bet you guys think so too right?

Everyday is fully packed for me -.-

& I go out everyday FYI.

Spent like 3/4 of my days with my pri sch frens .

Monday went to SENTOSA with my ASCC frens <3

Super duper fun & enjoyable for me.

Ps random, i'm craving for KFC 2 piece chicken @ $5 only!

Butt too bad, now i'm having a very BAD sore throat now.

&&&& I had a very MAN voice now :O

Okayy shall cut the crap.

SPAMMING OF PICS !!!

Took these with my ASCC frens (:

Rachel & I (:

Michelle & I ^^

Zanda & I :D

Ziyan & I :]

Shi Min & I ^-^

Ming Ni & I xD

Group photo ; acting cheesy , LOL

Cool style (:

Potential bodyguards, HOHO

Epic much

Pervert face; Ming Ni damn good at it

The duck flying POSE!

Hahah, this is a GOOD shot though

Smile (:

Acting like NERDS, LOL

I love this the most ^^



This is cool too!

Byeeeee~~

Hope you guys enjoy looking (:

It's an endless cycle

Nowadays i'm just lazy to have a proper update.

Because updating my life is so common/ boring.

Instead i've something to say ...

Just suddenly have the inspiration to type it all.

Afterall i have been through lately ; I realise nothing can bring me down.

(Maybe there're some things that will )

Buttt at least not for the same old thing again...

Cause 我学乖了

One advice for you :

Don't bother to give chances if someone hurt you.

Trust me .

You must be hard-hearted / cruel .

--------------------------My story---------------------------

The 1st time i got hurt; i just brush it off.

The 2nd time ; angry & sad but still endure as much as i can.

the 3rd time ; i got so fed up & eventually told everything out.

the 4th time ; i'm questioning myself whether i didn't make myself clear enough

the 5th time ; i just stopped because i know it's useless

But i just kept on cryinggggggg #real pathetic

LMFAO; look @ how many chances i have given.

FYI ; it's endless unless you yourself stopped it.

What i mean stopped is :

Stop wasting your time to say all those bullshit.

Stop caring !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I tell you guys .

No matter how many chances you give, it's not ENOUGH.

75% of the ppl can't change but just pretend for just a short while.

Just a short while ; they make you happy.

Another later ; your heart is bleeding .

" A leopard can't change its spot "

So you shouldn't give any chances at all.

WHAT IF you didn't give any chance right from the S.T.A.R.T ;

Then all these hurt wouldn't happen

& The cycle wouldn't happen again & again.

Think about it.

Even if one chance you give ;

there will be 80% chance you will get hurt again.

Still prefer like that ?

It's your choice but choose it wisely.

One last thing :

There's no wrong being CRUEL or heartless.

Because you're just protecting yourself from getting hurt.

From the shit cycle to happen numerously.

Only 10% of your frens will change because of what you said.

90% just pretend for awhile to let you see .

After that ; their true colours will be out again.

So it's like an endless cycle...

It's over

I experienced it before not once; not twice ; way more than that

& well it's the same everytime.

Ironic much? Or i called it ULTIMATELY STUPID.

For giving so many chances that i had lost count everything.

But this time is the worst * i swear

& this incident really left me an indelible memory

CLEARLY ETCHED in my head.

The feeling that you really feel like crying ;

The feeling that you want to shout : WHAT THE FUCK.

The feeling that you want to talk to the person you trust SO MUCH.

The feeling that you feel so lonely & ashamed.

The feeling that you feel so indignant & unfair.

You really feel like breaking down.

Tears forming in your eyes.

But this time i did hold back my tears.

& I did it because i'm immune to it already.

Thanks really.

Best at abusing people's heart.

HOW COULD I EVEN BELIEVE YOU?

I must be so freaking gullible.

Crying ; Getting sad over the same old thing again.

In the end i just forgive of what u did& treat u back nicely.

& this is what i get back.

Haven't i given you enough chances/ trust?

Karma will come.

I strongly believe in it.

The hurt that you had given me ; you will get back.

I know that God is fair ...