It's an endless cycle

Nowadays i'm just lazy to have a proper update.

Because updating my life is so common/ boring.

Instead i've something to say ...

Just suddenly have the inspiration to type it all.

Afterall i have been through lately ; I realise nothing can bring me down.

(Maybe there're some things that will )

Buttt at least not for the same old thing again...

Cause 我学乖了

One advice for you :

Don't bother to give chances if someone hurt you.

Trust me .

You must be hard-hearted / cruel .

--------------------------My story---------------------------

The 1st time i got hurt; i just brush it off.

The 2nd time ; angry & sad but still endure as much as i can.

the 3rd time ; i got so fed up & eventually told everything out.

the 4th time ; i'm questioning myself whether i didn't make myself clear enough

the 5th time ; i just stopped because i know it's useless

But i just kept on cryinggggggg #real pathetic

LMFAO; look @ how many chances i have given.

FYI ; it's endless unless you yourself stopped it.

What i mean stopped is :

Stop wasting your time to say all those bullshit.

Stop caring !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I tell you guys .

No matter how many chances you give, it's not ENOUGH.

75% of the ppl can't change but just pretend for just a short while.

Just a short while ; they make you happy.

Another later ; your heart is bleeding .

" A leopard can't change its spot "

So you shouldn't give any chances at all.

WHAT IF you didn't give any chance right from the S.T.A.R.T ;

Then all these hurt wouldn't happen

& The cycle wouldn't happen again & again.

Think about it.

Even if one chance you give ;

there will be 80% chance you will get hurt again.

Still prefer like that ?

It's your choice but choose it wisely.

One last thing :

There's no wrong being CRUEL or heartless.

Because you're just protecting yourself from getting hurt.

From the shit cycle to happen numerously.

Only 10% of your frens will change because of what you said.

90% just pretend for awhile to let you see .

After that ; their true colours will be out again.

So it's like an endless cycle...