It's over

I experienced it before not once; not twice ; way more than that

& well it's the same everytime.

Ironic much? Or i called it ULTIMATELY STUPID.

For giving so many chances that i had lost count everything.

But this time is the worst * i swear

& this incident really left me an indelible memory

CLEARLY ETCHED in my head.

The feeling that you really feel like crying ;

The feeling that you want to shout : WHAT THE FUCK.

The feeling that you want to talk to the person you trust SO MUCH.

The feeling that you feel so lonely & ashamed.

The feeling that you feel so indignant & unfair.

You really feel like breaking down.

Tears forming in your eyes.

But this time i did hold back my tears.

& I did it because i'm immune to it already.

Thanks really.

Best at abusing people's heart.

HOW COULD I EVEN BELIEVE YOU?

I must be so freaking gullible.

Crying ; Getting sad over the same old thing again.

In the end i just forgive of what u did& treat u back nicely.

& this is what i get back.

Haven't i given you enough chances/ trust?

Karma will come.

I strongly believe in it.

The hurt that you had given me ; you will get back.

I know that God is fair ...