Actually i would like to correct the word: AMAZING.
Hmm i think A.W.E.S.O.M.E would BE A BETTER WORD!!
I went through a long timeeee before i could let go .
Each time it happened, i just brush it off.
But deep inside, it hurt deeply.
Now it no longer does ...
& Everytime when that person came back ,
I'm thinking in my heart that
"WHY THE FUCK YOU COME BACK ? "
I don't fucking need you anymore.
& Now sorry to say that .
I'm pretty irritated when that person is present...
It sounds so ironic because it reflects the way back last time.
In the past , you used to depend on that person like crazy.
Part of you needs it because you're afraid of loneliness.
But when that person left you for other stupid reasons ,
You're freaking angry but you just forgive & forget .
Buttt now, once you had enough of that person ,
You just stop caring or whatever shit.
You just started to detest him/her everything .
Whatever they did, you will be irritated.
You just want them to leave your life...
So i'm really counted lucky.
Because finally i get to be cruel & stop it .
& I wouldn't get hurt by that person anymore.
Because i stopped caring.
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