Smile after you cry

Hello, this post is supposed to be an overdue post.
Hehe, wanted to blog about these 2 matters long ago.
But yea, didn't have the time to blog about it.
Except tonight.
Shall blog more about my school life tomr instead.

Okay so I visited 

With my dear classmates a month ago.

At first, i thought nobody would be interested to sing karaoke.

Surprisingly, 10 people turned up including me.

Hehe, so we booked the biggest room for 3 hours.

Ended up we just need to pay > $5 per person which was TOTALLY CHEAP.

It was my first time singing karaoke with a big bunch of friends.

So yea, i thought it would be awkward and dangerous.

(Afraid that the windows might break)

But i realised there was no windows in the room -.-!

Hahah, & i ended up singing the loudest , ROFL.

This guy whom i least expected to sing actually SANG the loudest among guys.

Which made me contemplate a little ," is this the person that i know for 9 years?"

Ok, back to story. 

We really sang all types of songs like KPOP, OLD and even HOKKIEN.

Hahah, some of the songs really brings me back a lot of memories.

Overall , it was really damn fun & enjoyable!

Which many of us commented that 3 hours was definitely not ENOUGH for us!

Haha, hope that there will be a second round karaoke session with them ^^

We were so indulged in singing that we even continued singing while waiting for the bus.

Which we could clearly heard each others' real voices after so long.

LOL, too disadvantageous for me already x.x

Okay, done!

Hahah, i feel that there is a need for me to have a sum-up post after every job.
So as you know, i worked at Pitchstop previously for 6 weeks.
It's really an awesome & fascinating experience for me. :')
Actually, i wish i can learn more from this job.
Like cashiering, learning how to brew coffee or even making pizzas.
Instead of just being a waitress, haha.
But since i'm working only for 6 weeks, i have no choice.
#Sighpie.
HOWEVER, i promised that if i can get into NTU after 3 years,
I WILL DEFINITELY RETURN BACK TO WORK. #sincerelyme
Despite all the jobs i have worked before, the customers there are the best!
I mean seriously which i'm obviously complimenting the NTU-IANS!
While working in F&B services, a simple "thank you" is really so much appreciated.
Little did i expect that they are all so polite & nice!
So working at there is totally STRESS-FREE.
Frankly speaking , i'm actually a CLEAN FREAK
Who totally cannot tolerate dirtiness...
Strangely after working at there, i quit being a clean freak.
So is that good or bad? Haha.
Overall, this job is really not bad because it totally changed my impression.
FYI, my first impression of F&B jobs is crap,shit.
However, my impression changed thanks to this job.
I've a little confession to make.
I still think that sales job suits me more, HAHA :/
Okay, i am so bad.
But the people working there are super nice ok, OMG.
Especially my boss who is also a NTU student, he totally ROCKS.
Always sharing good food with me and treating me like a sister instead of an employee.
Hahah so on my last day, i am entitled to a special treat which was

  Machhiato which tasted like Espresso with milk.

GRILLED CHICKEN

Craving satisfied & i am satisfied too (Y)

Lastly, ending my post with pictures taken with my colleagues !

It's a pity that i didn't get a chance to take with my manager & boss ):

Okay, i guess that's all!

Tata ^^ 

First day of school

Hello this is our #ootd for our FIRST day of school!

Hahah ok here i'm introducing my newly formed clique!

I'm really happy that i can get to make friends with different races (:

My wish came true, woohoo~

I can say that my class is really damn big.

We have like more than 20 girls in our class.

& Only 6 boys with us, kind of pathetic LOL.

Thankfully, the boys are quite friendly & nice (:

Okay so i guess everyone is curious about my first day of school.

It's still alright , i suppose. 

I wanna complain that i'm really very suay lor.

I think i catch a cold and now i have a running nose.

Holy shit, sick on the first day, not bad right? 

Idk how to survive like this tomr with my current condition ...

Just hope that tomorrow will be better, *please*

So basically my first day of school turns out not bad?

Survived 9 hours of school today , 9-6 pm! OMG.

I guess without my friends, i could't survive.

I would be bored to death if i'm left alone x.x 

So thanks to my friends, i successfully survived! (: 

Bought all my module notes which costed a bomb.

Worst is i'm paying everything myself so i'm really broke like 

*(&(^$%@@#!@#!&^&$!#@!

Can't wait to buy concession cause the mrt fares is really too much.

But gotta wait for my e-z link card to be done.

Which i think it will take a million years to do, lol.

Had 6 hours of lesson today and i'm totally shag shag shag.

Totally mentally & physically drained.

Blaming myself for not sleeping early ytd :/

The aftermath of sleeping only 7 hours which resulted 

~Being sleepy all day long...

Had no one but to blame myself, argh.

Thankful that tomr's lesson starts at 10 , PHEW.

Love it when they give us breaks after 2 hours of lesson.

Trying my best to focus & pay attention during class.

Kept reminding myself that " I need to do well, i had to do well "

Now i'm feeling a little stressed up already.

x.x

My pathetic timetable esp MONDAY! 

BM 1308 FTW :D 

Fear

Hi there.

My face is so cui now due to lack of sleep.

LOL, had been sleeping lesser and lesser nowadays.

Don't even have the time to look at the mirror for more than 5 mins.

And 2 more days to my first day of school!

Holy shit, time really passed in a blink of an eye.

Frankly speaking, i'm really not excited for school.

I am freaking serious.

Guess what.

My first day is from 9am- 6pm. Kill me please.

Sigh, i need to get my body clock fixed asap.

And i just realised my course has 16 classes in total!

So so so so so many alright, which really made me contemplate even more.

Have i really made the right choice??

Had been asking myself this question for so long.

But till now, i still couldn't find an answer, lol.

It's really hard for a loner like me to adapt into a new environment.

Everything is like just so unfamiliar.

One thing i hate about my course is that next year, we have to change classmates again.

ARGH, not again?!?!!?

About my 2 days orientation @ sch, 

I think it's hmm alright...

Hahah actually wanted to try to act like i'm quiet by nature.

But i guess i just can't stop talking, lol.

Quite a number of my classmates are sec 5s too :O

Everyone seems to have a lot of friends from other courses.

Except me , *sigh*

I guess i only know like 3 friends in my batch ? LOL pathetic much.

Feel like joining CCAs but i had no idea which to choose.

Swimming?Track & Field? Taekwondo?

Hahah okay i think that's all.

Running out of topics to say already.

Shall blog when i'm free once again.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I can do it!

Hello guys.

In a week's time, i'm going to turn into a total nerd.

Or maybe a loner too, lol.

Whatever the case is, my aim is to get into NTU 3 years later.

Though it's really tough & rare,

WHEN THERE'S A WILL, THERE IS A WAY (: 

Oh yea, went to my poly today to get my admission card alone.

Actually i'm used to being alone but not this time round.

When i first enter it, it gives me a very distant feel.

which i guess it's because it's my first time going there.

And everyone is like going in pairs/ groups except me.

Hahah, i'm a sucker for being lonesome #emonemo

Also, getting to wear whatever you like may not be a good thing.

First -  you will start fretting about what to wear everyday

Second - people do judge the clothes you wear .

Third- you will feel inferior 

This is what i discovered today.

& I shall called it the ugly truth.

Maybe wearing uniforms will be so much better.

At least you wouldn't need to worry of getting judged by others.

Why do i say so?

------------------------------------------------------------------------

Earlier on, i encountered 2 pretty girls queuing in front of me.

They are really pretty & their dress sense are WOW.

Frankly speaking, i really feel inferior after seeing them.

But i know, i shouldn't compare

Then they started giggling while looking at the girl opposite them.

Which i realised they are actually  making fun of that girl.

(Just because of what she wore )

Which i'm actually quite affected about it even though it's not me.

Like seriously, 

" I know that your dress sense is damn good la but you don't need to laugh at others, isn't it? "

That's why i mentioned earlier, you will get judged no matter what.

Ahhhhhhhh , now i'm really dreading poly to start.

I'm scared that i couldn't adapt to the new environment.

I'm afraid that people couldn't accept the true me.

I'm reluctant to step out of my comfort zone.

But i know i had to.

I must because i don't have a choice.

Ok i shall self-encourage myself that i can do it!

When there's a will, THERE'S A WAY !!! 

This wed will be my first day of orientation.

Hope that everything will be fine & able to find trustable friends.

Hopefully... 

True feelings

Hi.

Today is going to be an exclusive post

about

Streets beggars...

Alright, you might be thinking about why am i so random today.

Basically, what's your first impression of street beggars?

Afraid? Empathetic ? Disgusted? 

If you sympathised them then i guess you're on the right track.

However if you aren't , i'm speechless LOL

Okay yes, they earn a living by begging people for money.

And if you sympathised them, you will donate , isn't it?

Which "SYMPATHY" is the main key ...

#i shall call them SB instead~ 

so hear me out while i relate some incidents to you.

There are 2 kinds of SB in this world.

• Lazy people who tried to act pathetic just to earn others' sympathy (SB 1) 
• People who are really in need of $$$ in term of other circumstances (SB 2) 

Which it's pretty clear that only SB (2) is worth donating.

Let me introduce you some of the SB (1) whom i have seen. 

Today, i came across a lady who is around her mid 50s with her 20 year old son who is wheel-bound.

Her son behaved like a little erratic/abnormal ... 

& Guess what i saw.

The son was playing with his IPAD secretly .

IT'S A FREAKING IPAD , not just ordinary phones or whatever.

So if you're abnormal, can you play the ipad? 

Previously, i met a lady who is blind .

And i saw her using an IPHONE secretly.

I didn't know a blind woman can use a touch screen phone.

Ok even if she can, affording an IPHONE does not tally her current situation, isn't it? 

What the shit is this, really.

I really feel so awfully cheated .

It's not the money that i felt indignant for.

But my trust.

Seen too many con artists & i just felt so sick and tired.

Look, i'm not trying to judge or whatever.

But if you are in my position, wouldn't you lose faith too?

It's like (at first) you felt so happy of doing a good deed.

And you discovered the ugly truth.

Which you just felt so argh damn, i should have donate to another one who might need it more.

But again , that damn feeling hits you back.

what if that another one is like the previous one ?

So it's like a vicious cycle which you can't predict.

& you had no idea who is actually real or fake.

I really felt so indignant for SB (2) because so many frauds are ruining their livelihood.

I might be exaggerating somehow .

But think again, many people stopped donating because of getting cheated.

which there's nothing you can do .

Sigh, ):

& I will take this chance to relate my "My biggest regret"

Which is related to street beggars.

A lot of people told me that if you go overseas, 

DON'T DONATE/GIVE YOUR $$$ to the SB .

Because if you give one, many of them will come to you.

Which is quite true cause i encountered it once before.

In 2011, i went to China for a cross-cultural exchange with SLC members.

And i saw a SB girl who is around my age.

Oh My God,

She was naked which she used cardboard to act as her "clothes"

I was really shocked and traumatised when i saw her.

There, it was freezing cold and i was wearing like 3 layers of clothes

with my thick winter jacket+ gloves +winter hat. 

& I'm still shivering

But she's not wearing anything and she was out there in the streets begging people for money.

 

Whoever that makes her to do this seriously

PLEASE GO TO HELL.

And I DIDN'T DONATE .

(My teachers don't allow & i'm such a coward)

But i can at least do something for her , isn't it?

I can at least give her my jacket or whatever that can keep her warm.

At that point of time, i was too stunned to think about all this.

So i didn't. 

And i just left like this. Leaving her in the lurch when she was so vulnerable.

Frankly speaking, till now, i still couldn't forget that image.

I can't forgive myself for being so heartless.

I should have done something to help her, I SHOULD HAVE.

But i didn't.

Which that's why this is my biggest regret. 

If time could be rewind, i really wish i can go back to her.

Give her whatever i have/can and say "I'm sorry" .

Hello, i'm here for a proper update.
Ok so basically my life is really such a bore.
However, my friends managed to add some colours to my life.
HAHA, met up with some of my best frens for some catch-up session!!!
Which we will spend hours & hours talking+updating without doing anything.
LOL, that's how our meet-ups normally go...

 Met up with Jacinda on one of the days in March.

Hehe, went to J.P to eat my favourite ANDERSEN ICE-CREAM.

At the thought of it, i'm really craving it like NOW. 

Don't talk to me, HAHA. #epicface 

I'm loving it, omgggg~~~ 

 One of the most significant meet-ups with the 2 babes.
Introducing my Tree: Vanna Kuah & my Fatty : Tang Jia Wen.
Hahah, so we went to Tree's house for a one night stand.
JKJK, it should be a stayover trisome date.
When we reached there around evening, dinner was ready!
& I had to compliment that my tree's cooking is really DABAK!
So we had a sumptuous and wonderful dinner (:
Followed by watching a movie using FUNSHION, haha lupsup.
Kept changing movies to watch which i don't understand why.
Next, DESSERT TIME , #ohmy this is the best.
Nothing is better than having a chocolate fondue with fruits & ice-cream together!
Not forgetting my breezer yo, haha.
At that point of time, i really hope time could stop.
Or maybe we can do this everyday without getting sick, LOL.
& then we had a long long long H2H talk till 3am .
woohooo , omgg life is good ya!!!

Spamming of Polaroids!

Retarded us 

TADA! 

Next, met up with this busy girl like finally in March.
It's been ages since we last met.
Hope she is doing fine in JC :)

Heheh, mm came into the picture! ^^ 

Lastly, finally get to meet up with L.Yihan!

Now she is so dark like me, HOHO.

And her hair is shorter than me now :O

& Definitely, she's enjoying her poly days, hehe 

Okay bye guys!! 

Grumpy bee

Hi, i'm back.

I'm here to complain+complain+complain so pardon me.

I have finally confirmed what i am allergic to.

Which is none other than B.A.C.O.N

WHAT 

THE

SHIT

please.

I think if i tell the whole world that i'm allergic to bacon,

8/10 of the people will laugh at me.

Seriously? Bacon ?!?!?!?!

Can someone tell me why am i allergic to my favourite food?

I just felt so INDIGNANT .

Argh, & now i need to refrain myself from eating bacon.

YES, RESIST THE TEMPTATION.

Or else my face is going to have a hard time later.

I really think i cannot do it, i mean seriously.

Can't i just rely on eating the allergy pills instead of resisting it ?

It would be so much easier, i guess T.T

My mum told me that 

" The food that you normally loves to eat is the one that brings you problem"

#winliaolor

I think i might have committed a sin of stealing bacon in my past life.

That's why I AM FORBIDDEN TO EAT LA -.- 

Sigh, and i had to endure the pain of temptation during work.

Yes, 4 more days of F&B work!

And i'm going to say sayonara to that job, YAY.

Not that i hate this job but ya it's really too tough already.

Lol, in fact, i'm really thankful that i'm only there for 6 weeks.

My hands are just so rough and full of veins, omg.

Totally looks like a guy's hand yea T.T

That's the sacrifice you need to do for this work.

& I think i have gained weight after doing this work.

Not to forget, MY MUSCLES TOO , haha.

Good or bad? LOL 

I've become so much muscular & stronger after this work, #dunlaugh

I hope i can gain more weight!!! 

So that NEXT YEAR, i'm qualified to donate blood pleaseeee.

Had been dying to donate since 2 years ago x,x 

Give me a tryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ 

Okay done with all my rants!

Sorry for being such a grumpy person.

#i #am #always #like #this

But i really felt so much better after saying it all out.

Hehe #blogger FOR THE WIN YO :D 

Promise that the next post wouldn't be like this, hah.