The lesser you care, the happier you will be

Hi today's post is about LEFTIES ( left-handers)

I suppose this is a much interesting post compared to the usuals right? :/

Ok, how many lefties are there compared to righties ?

At first, i plainly thought it would be 1/3. 

Little did i realised that it's actually MUCH MUCH MUCH LESSER... 

Out of 70 people, only 13 people are LEFTIES.

It's almost 1/7 instead of 1/3 , how pathetic is this. 

That's why (yds) that LEFTIST is the minority.

And we usually/occasionally/ often encountered discomfort for being lefties.

If i have a chance to choose, i would choose to be right-hander instead.

For all the lefties, i'm gonna share the pain/trouble that lefties never fail to encounter... 

#thank me

• Firstly, gel pens like "Uniball " are obviously not designed for lefties. Guess what? I bought the pen, tried writing but the pen ink is like though you have dropped the pen before which turned out to be blurish. (Don't believe, lefties please try) Obviously, this is not the only brand that doesn't works for lefties but so far, i encountered this and i never buy it again. :/

•  Next, SPIRAL notebook is WHAT I REALLY HATE THE MOST. So freaking difficult to write if you understand the pain of being lefties. Your hand is like super awkward when you started writing. And the most irritating thing is all of my lecture notes are printed like this, holy shit. It's a smart invention of putting a spiral in the middle but you have no idea how troublesome it is for lefties. I hope someone can invent notebooks that are meant for lefties, much appreciated yo. 

• Ok PLEASE DON'T LAUGH AT ME at the fact that "At the age of going 18, i still don't know how to use scissors" And i'm serious. I just suck at cutting things using SCISSORS! (Partly the reason why i suck at art-and-craft too) So i am really thankful that there is such thing called LEFTIES scissors even though i have never used it before #theirony Haha...

• Fourthly, YES, Right handers' tables. (YDS) Sigh, a total turnoff for me.Wanna flip the table when i saw it (nah jk ) I have to literally turns my body to 45 degree to the front so that i can write. Another better alternative is to let your left hand stays awkward/tiring for the rest of the time. Sadly but true enough that my school lecture hall is filled with this kind of tables. How considerate it is for lefties -.- 

• Lastly, i'm sure all of the LEFTIES will encounter this for sure! Especially if you use ballpoint pen or pencil to write. No matter how hard you try to prevent from getting inked, you will get it anyway. Kinda pity those left-hander artists :/

Though LEFTIES is just the minority, don't leave them out ok ): 

Okay enough of my rants of being a leftist.

Hope you all can understand more of left-handers also.

FYI- both of my elder sisters are lefties too.

So it's like in my family, we have 3 left-handers.

Not sure whether you all did hear this before but 

There is a saying that " Left-handers are smart people "

Yes, i agree because of the fact that my sisters are doing VERY well in their studies.

Sadly it doesn't applies to me. :/

Lol, ill-fated or what? Hahaha.

Okie Bye! 

Letting you go

Hello.
Here comes a proper update, like finally.
Lol, sorry for the previous emo post, hah :/

Sometimes you get too tired of pretending, you feel like breaking apart.

Yea, but don't worry, i'm fine now!

Here's my new motto for myself :

" If i fall, i will stand back up on my feet. All by myself "

(:

First part~

Okayy, basically my life is boring like never, haha.

Had been reaching home around 9+/10 almost everyday this week.

So kinda feel guilty of being such a bad kid.

That's why i also dun have the time to blog, LOL.

Having a pimple outbreak now and i'm sure IT'S DUE TO STRESS.

BIG thanks to my studies, i really can't cope.

Econs is the major problem because i seriously don't get a shit.

I tried to pay attention in class but i still cannot make it.

To me, the tutorial does no help at all *sigh*

I wish there is someone who can help me in this #sincerelyme

Not gonna approach my cher cause i really dislike his teaching ...

Next is my POA that is giving me headaches.

Read and re-read the textbook over and over again .

But i still don't understand ANYTHING.

Really envy those people that took POA before.

While as for me, i'm really at a disadvantage. T.T

Haish, really hope i can "master" Econs & POA before ICA.

Can't afford to get a C for these modules, *fingercross*

Okay, gotta stop complaining already.

Stop ranting and start doing! ROFL.

Second part ~ 

 Went to town with my secondary sch classmates on last sat!
Hahah cause we were all complaining that we were lack of clothes.
In the end, it's a successful foursome shopping spree!
Shopped for like 5 hours non-stop? LOL the power of shopaholics. (Y)
After that, had dinner @ xin wang cafe.
Hehe, hope there is next time! ^^
Ok i shall stop talking and pictures will help me sum up the rest ya!

One, Two, Three, Four 

With ber-ni-chi ^^ 

 ending the post with my epic face! HAHA.





















Spot my double chin, sexy anot? :p

My last glimpse of hope shattered

This explains how i feel right now.

So so so so so so so depressed that i can't take it.

Yet, i do not want to share my sorrows to anyone.

Because even if i say, nobody could understand.

"When was the last time i was truly happy? "

To be honest, i had no idea.

Despite laughing/smiling every single day.

And sometimes i wonder, is that even a genuine laughter/smile?

Where has the true me gone to?

Can i find it back?

Too many questions kept haunting in my mind.

But who knows the answer? 

Go with your mind or your heart?

Hello peeps! (:

Had been neglecting my blog recently due to SCHOOL.

Lol, had so much revisions to do cause i'm so lacked behind.

I had to say that " Poly Life is really no different than O'levels "

The stress is exactly the same man, Argh.

Forcing myself to study when i get back from home is like a must. :/

So thankful that there is a rest day for me this WED.

YAY, HAPPY LABOUR'S DAY IN ADVANCE :D

Oh yea, i was supposed to talk about my LIFE SAVING ORIENTATION right?

Basically, it was really fun & ALL THE SENIORS ARE SO NICE.

And then, i got to learn more about what life saving was about.

Except the fact of knowing how to save life. (smth much more interesting) 

You get to learn how to SURF, Swim in the open sea, do CPR, Beach Sprinting & many more.

I'm really really really interested in it

BUT

HOWEVER

DESPITE

ok whatever.

I've decided not to join in the end. :'(

It's because it requires 6 days of commitment . T.T

AHHHHHHHHHH, i'm so sad la.

It's like i finally found a CCA that i like & the people there are just so awesome.

But i had to give up due to my STUDIES.

Because of my unrealistic dream of GOING TO LOCAL UNI.

So i had to sacrifice my interest and be a nerd.

Or finding other ccas that wouldn't require too much commitment.

I think i really can't find any life in poly if i prioritize my studies so badly.

#thats #how #sad #my #life #is

Previously, i  am always free after 12 on WED & THURS.

Yea but sadly, my THURS is now taken up by GSM module till 4pm.

Damn, my rest day is only left with WED. (pathetic)

So last wed, went to cck library to study with my dear YIJIA :D

Miss her so so so much ^^ 

Ok, it has been a routine for me since young.
I hope that no matter how busy i am, the routine will never stop.
That is ... To visit my grandmother's house every SUNDAY.
Now my grandfather is gone already, leaving my grandma behind.
Sigh, can't imagine how lonely she will be without him.
So yup, i always try my best to keep my SUNDAY free.
If you know me, my Sunday is always reserved for my family, haha.
Recently, my cute cousins started joining me every Sunday!
 Though i have to entertain them with chilidsh games,
they never fails to make my day better, *CHEERS*

My smallest/cutest cousin <3 nbsp="" p="">

Okie tata! 

Give my heart a break

Hello peeps (:

I'm back to blog about my poly life...

Apparently, i'm still not used to poly life T.T

This Monday is actually the start of second week in sch.

And guess what i almost do during the first tutorial.

When the person-in-charge said " Good morning CLASS"

I ALMOST stand up and intends to bow at her.

Which is so so so much like SECONDARY DAYS.

Omg man, i literally #facepalm myself for still living in the past.

So i guess i still need a little more time for me to adjust to the new environment.

A lot of my friends,studying in other polys were always complaining about transport.

Which to me, this problem is NOT a problem. MUAHAHA

Why do i say so.

Cause i get to take the red line train straight from CCK TO YCK.

At least, i don't have to endure the J.E crowd which is definitely worse.

& Normally, i just sleep all my way back if i get to sit.

It's actually not a bad idea if  IF ONLY i wouldn't miss my stop.

Hahah but i always do , almost EVERYTIME.

So i'm gonna heed my friends' advice & use an alarm to wake me up.

LOL, good idea right?

Hahah, going to LIFE SAVING CCA's orientation tomr.

Hope it will be fun & enriching.

Kinda excited for it :)

Happy that i have quite a number of friends who joined this CCA with me.

Yay, don't have to emo nemo already! (Y)

Ok if you know me, this is my first time buying this type/kind of shoes.

Basically, i don't buy branded stuffs .

Definitely not expensive stuffs.

& I always prefer sandals more than covered shoes.

So yup, this time i decided to give it a try!

Actually bought the first pair which looked totally like RED, isn't it?

But it's PINK !!!! Which i totally regretted after buying.

Colour is nice but too hard to match so i find it unrealistic.

Wanted to buy the purple pair but the sad thing is 

Don't have my size, *cries*

So yup, i shall get accustomed to it.

FOREVER no fate with purple stuffs -.-

After much contemplation, i decided to go with this pair!!!

Love it to the max yo, hehe :) 

I hope it's coming to an end

Any idea of who are your true friends?

Ok, I might seems like i have a lot of best friends.

In fact, i actually feel quite lonely at times.

When i am at my lowest point, i had no idea who to count on.

I am 100% serious.

It's not that i don't trust any of my best friends.

But I don't wish to share any of my unhappiness things to anyone.

Is it just me or i learn to keep all the things bottled to myself.

I just have a feeling that

EVEN IF I SAY HOW AWFUL I FELT, no one will really care.

And no one will really understand how i felt.

Some will just casually say " Cheer up then"

Because the reason is You are not me.

That's why i don't find it a point to say anymore.

& It's like when i am sad, only a few of them managed to notice.

Only a few bother to care about you truthfully.

Telling me this " Stay strong, i will be there for you"

Frankly speaking, this line might seems normal or in fact mainstream.

But you have no idea how this line has a great impact.

Especially if i'm feeling sad at that point of time, this line would be a BIG bonus.

So my point is : While you're busy living your own life happily, don't forget your frens.

Just asking casually makes a big difference.

Not implying that i crave this kind of concern 24/7 hours.

But i hope that when i am really feeling down, someone will be there.

At least, i wouldn't feel that i am really all by myself.

Which this image totally says it all.

Your longest friend might not be the one who knows you the best.

Years don't matter, heart matters.

Sometimes, it's just the hearts that click ; linking us together.

(sounds so much like LOVE) rofl.

Just remember that HEART is the most important key for true friendship.

Though i wish i can make lots of friends, i will never forget this.

Only TRUE friendship is priceless.

And lastly, worth to keep...

So VALUE YOUR FRIENDSHIP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

The irony of the story

Anyeong peeps.

Time for a proper update, shall we?

I swear that POLY LIFE is not as easy as what i thought naively.

When i'm still studying in sec 5, I CAN'T WAIT TO GO POLY.

Can't wait to get out of the stressful mugging zone.

Can't wait for O level to end & enjoy.

However, i was so so so wrong.

I SINCERELY MISS MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE.

& Everytime when i think about my classmates, i feel like crying.

I miss them so so so much.:"(

There's a saying which totally describes my feeling :

" 有的时候，不去珍惜，没有了才后悔“

Totally true omg. Too much regrets.

How i wish we can rewind time and start all over again.

Frankly speaking, i don't mind taking O'level again with them.

I'm not kidding so i must be mad.

Ok back to topic.

Previously, i thought POLY would be so fun & exciting.

I will have so much freedom & able to wear the clothes what i want.

Should really kill myself with this foolish thought.

Poly life is really not easy.

Having to sleep only 6 hours everyday, i'm really dead beat.

What bores me the most is those lectures.

Because i always can't catch a single shit of what the lecturer is saying.

Somehow, I kind of love/hate wed & thurs.

Because these 2 days are the days that i have classes at 8am x.x

Which means i needa wake up at 6 plus? holy shit.

However, my classes for both days end at 12pm so it's super early.

Hence, i had a love/hate relationship with these 2 days.

Lol sounds weird but whatever.

Releasing early is great only if you have plans after that.

Or else you will be heading home to rot instead .

How i wish i know more friends in NYP.

At least i wouldn't feel so lonely :/ 

On Thursday, went to CLUB CRAWL with my clique.

FYI- it is something similiar to a CCA roadshow 

Some CCAs that really caught my eyes were :

Swimming, Taekwondo, Track& Field, Squash, Life Saving ...

After much contemplation, i chose the last option.

Because i wanted to try something that i have never tried before.

Which is either Squash or Life Saving.

But as you know, i love SWIMMING so yup life saving wins!

Hahah, hope i really make the right choice this time...

We shall see after my 1st training, hehe.

Whenever i look at this picture, i can't help but to laugh.

There's a story behind this photo , LOL.

But i'm not gonna say it, #secret

Okay done, tata!