I want to change!

10 bad points about me .

1. I am too gullible.
2. I'm fussy.
3. I mind too much of my appearance.
4. I likes to show off.
5. I hate studying .
6. I am lazy .
7. I am immature.
8. I am too stubborn.
9. I am straightforward .
10. Nothing good comes out from my mouth .

PS // Writing it down = Reminding myself to change .

As for my good points , i dun have any .

That's sad , hahs .

Today i quarreled with daddy about handphone issue.

I realised i'm too stubborn & immature .

& I hurt daddy's heart unknowingly.

I felt so guilty as i kept on letting him down .

After hearing his touching story ,

I decided to change .

I cannot always think for myself .

I cannot be lazy anymore .

I cannot let my dad down anymore.

I want to study hard & aim for better results .

I want my parents to stop worrying for me.

When i grow up ,i want my parents to live a better life .

Every action carries one meaning

• HEADACHE.

Can you understand my feelings?

// CHANGED NEW SONGS ^^ Do Listen (:

HIIIE everybody ! ^^

I'm going to get a new phone SOON ..

Any recommendations ? :D

Today lessons were damm damm damm SLACK man .

Mr Choo & Mr Paul never come , YAY !*

So by right we only attend 2 lessons tdy ^^

TOTAL SHIOKNESS RIGHT ?!

Dun jealous :P

WEETS , spend my time using Andy's iphone .

Hahahs ok lah , MUST SPECIAL THANKS TO HIM ..

For his gracious kindness of lending me ..

Lol, i sound so sarcastic .

Okay , a new saturday tomr .

Boring ....

Bye!

Stressed up

I MISS MY PHONE

VERY VERY VERY MUCH ..

Haish, i believe it is a stolen case .

Cause how can my handphone

Jump up , pull the zip & run away itself ?

Whoever stole my hp , i believe he/she really has LKK taste .

And seriously , he/she got stamps on the eyes .

If i know the person are ,

The 1st thing i'm going to do

Is see whether he/she got eye problem .

2nd thing ,

Slap the "honest" person .

3rd thing ,

Kiss my phone ..

If someone found my phone & return to me ,

I'm going to give he/she a BIG hug .

Crying for the person that made me cry

SHIT ..

I lost my phone !

-_____________________-

Forget the past and live for the present

HELLO peepos ! I'm back with my computer 100% okay .

*YAY ttm , i realise nowadays my blog is full of photos :O

Hahahs , and why are there so many unknown tags?

GRR , give those weird weird website , flood my tagboard .

S.T.U.P.I.D sia >:(

A long post for this malacca trip !

WARNING : Prepare coffee lah dey .

1st day :D

Duration of time to malacca : 3h approximate.

Reached mimosa hotel @ around 4pm .

Settle down , arranged bags all those .

Then went to the nearby streets to shop for things .

Not much attractive things to buy .

But the food was awesome ! (:

At night , went to a sort of "funfair" but its

Like thrice bigger than the normal funfair .

Cool to the max but nearly got lost quite a few times .

The things sold @ there was cheap too ^^

Then went to a seafood cafe near the seaside .

Super duper nice the scenery , food was great !

Back to the hotel around 12am .

Then played poker cards with sis & wei yang until 2plus .

Went to sleep around 3am .

(that explains why my eyes were so small in those photos)

2nd day !

Woke up @ 8am , went downstairs for breakfast .

Then went to the "funfair" again to shop for more things .

After 1h , gather back, went to eat hainan chicken rice .

Damm nice man , but didn't eat many .

Then went to a place to eat their FAMOUS desserts .

After that went to Makuorta shopping centre .

Bought a lot of things & shop a lot .

After shopping for 3 hr , went to their arcade.

Saw a lot of small rooms that is used for kbox .

Cool man but too bad they didn't allow ppl to take photos .

And was cheap ttm ^^

Then went to a Nyonya restaurant nearby .

Ate until like &*_)&*_(%&#@ .

My father is so damm funny man .

He keep complaining that he is so full ,

But when we get to eat those foods ,

He is the one that ate the most , LOL .

Then around 6pm, went to the seafood restaurant to eat again .

LMAOS , have you all notice something ?

Basically , we will eat every 2hs .

That explains why i gained 1kg of fats.

Reached home around 10pm .

Have you all fallen asleep ?

Still got pictures! :D

Me ^^

Dad, Mum , Sis , Wei Yang.

Cool right ?!

The boat .

Woots

(:

When can i be that tall ? ):

The delicious chicken rice stall

Hahas

^^

Looks like singapore flyer right ?



@nd sis & me

The Nyonya restaurant

My stupid sis extra hand .

Done ! ^^

HIIIE PEEPOS ! I'm finally back from malacca! ^^
Miss my monkey the most :D
Going to post about the trip when my comp is fine .
So stay tuned to the pics ^^


A short post tdy .
Rushing time x.x

Just finished watching of the show : PRINCESS HOUR .
Damm damm damm nice .
Although i know this :P

The 2 main character.



SHUAI ^^




Okie done ^^
Many people like to watch the last episode asap,
But for me i dread to watch it .
Not that i dun wish to see the happy ending ,
But its that i'm already used to watch the show .
Means that when i watchd finish the end ,
I got no more to watch ):



Bye~

Can't help it

HIIII peepos , i'm finally able to use my sis lappy for awhile .
Feel so emo of not getting to use my own comp ):
Luckily my dad decided to buy a new one next week .
YAY YAY ! And i love my big sis ttm .
She is so kind to create an account for me & 2nd sis to use .


I feel weird when i'm complimenting her .

Anyway , i'm teleporting to malacca during this afternoon .
HOPE I CAN BUY MANY MANY CLOTHES ^^
But i dun feel excited , idk why ..



K shall blog about ytd
Ytd was a enjoyable day for me thanks to the
TABLE 7 PEOPLE ^^
We had so much fun playing together , hahas .
The dinner was alright , but some of the dishes were booo~
Actually didn't really watch the performance on the stage .
Cause we were busy eating those food , LMAOS .
I WANNA WATCH DANCE PERFORMANCE ONE NOR -.-
But then just as i came back from toilet ,
The performance was over , DARN IT MAN X.X


But as for the npcc performance where i'm in it ,
I feel TOTALLY SHAG .
I shall tell you guys the reason .
Simply because i fall out in the middle of the performance ,
And ya all my efforts gone to waste , Woos .
Nearly cried but thanks to the ppl who comfort me .
Really thanks for the care & concern .
Was seriously TOUCHED , not lik some fren who didnt care .
Although the efforts were gone to waste ,
What's done cannot be undone ,
I shall just let it go & RELAX MANZ ^^


At least i did tried.
Hehehs ok the post is so freaking long .
Hope you guys are still awake after reading .
Hahahs bye ~ ^^

Are we fated?

HELLO EVERYONE ! ^^
I got a bad news to tell you guys .

MY COMPUTER HAS BEEN SENT TO THE BIN.

OKay , seriously , it's faulty .
Which means i will be not be able to blog often .
Now i'm only using my sis laptop just because she is not in .
Kinda pathetic , oh yea .


This coming week is a busy one .
Have so many goh trainings in this week x.x
Tired manz .
This friday will be our performance , YAY!
And the next day i will be out of sg .
Will return back to sg on sunday night .


So dun miss me yea :P


MY FINAL PICTURES before i go .

(sound like i'm dying :P)

LOL.

^^

Noob smile

Me ^^

Monkey!

My retard face :P


My first time posting so many of my zilian photos ;x

Feelings fade

Ignore the previous post .
It's just craps/rants/ rubbish .



All i need now is ..


CRY OUT LOUD and everything will be fine .

I hate faking .
I hate acting like i'm happy.


I just need to cry .


I'm such a joker.

Drained

At that instant you chose me over her,
I knew we are really over.
I dunno how many times i have been deceiving myself ,
But i remember the times you lie to me.
Everytime i try to like you,
You will cause me to hate you.
All those things i had done for you were useless.
All those smoothing words that you say to me are rubbish ,
You can save it for the next victim .
The pain is so excruciating but soon it will became numb.
And when that day comes ,
You won't be able to hurt me anymore.

I really hate myself for forgiving you so many times .
I really hate myself for treating you good when i shouldn't.
I really hate myself for getting sad over you.

You are the worst friend that i made in my life.
How many chance you want me to give ?
If you dunno how to cherish me as a friend ,
Then please let me go .

Fat muscles

HIIE everybody ! ^^

Ytd went to swimming with Yihan .

Almost died from drinking too much of the water there .

Cause Yihan is such a joker who kept on making me laugh .

Tomr got GOH trainings , SIANS TTM .

I wonder why some ppl are so enthu in it .

Pro people , hahas.

Enjoy the pics before you go ! (:

:L

(:

Candid shot.

Acting cute

A nice one .

Bye~

Perfectionist

I really care what people think of me .

Maybe what she say is true .

I mind too much of my appearance .

But how am i supposed to change ?

Learnt my lesson

Went to swimming with Yihan today .

Oh gosh , i swam 7 laps continuously -.-

Maybe due to some emotional reasons that "motivate me".

Tomr will be a boring day again !

*Sigh , lots of homeworks undone *

Tomr going to CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG ..

Mum : Ah *** , when are you going to start studying ?

Me : Yes mum .

Mum : when ? start now lah .

Me : Mi , you come here awhile .

Mum : What ...

(Mum walk into my room )

Me : CAN'T YOU SEE I'M STUDYING RIGHT NOW?!

(One of my hand holding onto the maths tb )

Mum : Ohh girl , so guai today .

Me : Of course nah , shh , dun disturb me .

When my mum went out ,

I immediately take out my comic books to read ^^

That's the trick .

Hahhas , i'm just being lame.

HELLO everybody ! ^^

I'm finally back to posting .

Sorry for the lack of update ! ):

I'm totally into the korean drama (intro by nicole)

DAMM DAMM DAMM NICE , :D

*HEHES , finally found some joy in my life .

AND!

I didn't sleep well ytd night .

The thunderstorm wake me up several times .

Damm it man , and i was so scared that i ...

Hide under my bed covers like tortoise .

LOL , k lah , i admit i am a coward ;x

Hahahs , ytd went to nicole house to bake cookies .

Finally was free without goh trainings :D

Results was awesome! (:

Brought home & was finished within that day .

Enjoy the picx ^^

Special feelings

TIRED ...

Feel like going out tomr ..

Feel like going to beach tomr ..

Feel like eating ice-cream tomr ..

Bye~

HIHIHI peepos ! ^^

I'm so tanned/dark/black like bangaladesh .

Sobsob , when can i regain my whiteness?

I think i need to wait for another 100 years x.x

10 MORE DAYS !!

WHOLE DAY OF SHOPPING TIME .

Oh gosh , i'm so so so eager to go ! :D

Hahas, today is a fine day .

After school played badminton for just 1h .

Because of some brainless ppl who purposely snatch our place.

Then went to bpp with Yijia .

PICTURES!!

(:

^^

Candid .

Bye~

Not meant to be

Weird , weird , weird ...

Today is a boring day for me .

Got muscle aches but idk for what reason . -.-

AHHHHS , life is so boring manz.

Boring to the max can ()&*(%^%#^@!*(&)

I wish 24 june will be tomr !! (please please please)

Will be going malaysia to shop for the whole day !

Counting down ... 12 more days!! :D

// I miss Anderson ice-cream & i need it now.

Intro you all a nice song ..

:D

tata!

HIHIHI peepos ! I'm back again~

These days i have been busy with goh trainings .

Sucks totally but luckily i got friends companions.

Ytd morning , went to loving hearts center .

Afternoon went to meet Yihan for lunch (:

Evening , went to watch movie with 2nd sister .

Boring life manz .

Got so many homeworks this weekend , SIANS.

Hope i can finish today x.x

Later going ahma house , * lalalalalalas.

Bye~

My cute monkey !

Despicable Me - Trailer 6

This movie is damm damm damm nice!!

A MUST TO WATCH IT MAN! :D

Just watched this movie from lot 1.

The whole cinema was full with people manz .

:D

I thought i could be mean to you.

Hiiee peepos ! I'm finally back yeaa .

Ytd had my sergant test , failed terribly .

Due to LTM!!!

LTM= Laughing too much .

Okay , so stupid; dumb reason but it's the fact .

*Sighh .

ANYWAY , i changed my blogsong !! ^^

To nicer ones , like duh ? -.-

Hahahs , i really hate goh trainings .

It's not because its v. tough or what .

But it's like your muscles will be building up more "nicely".

For guys! BUT NOT FOR GIRLS -.-

So it's really a disadvantage for girls .

And it's like after the real performance ,

Who can guarantee that they will still be white ?

I'm sure the 3/4 of it will be black black .

Which includes me! ):

Sadded x.x

If i quit now , all my efforts will go to waste.

If i dun quit , i will become a muscular women+ black skin.

Good game ! T.T

I thought when i see you alone,

I will be grinning like a evil witch .

But i couldn't.

Instead , i feel sorry for you & wanted to go up to you.

But i know , you're no longer my ...

I dun have the rights to go up to you anymore.

And i know without me , you will be fine.

HELLO everybody !

Firstly , I wanna say happy birthday to JIAWEN. T ! ^^

Hehehs , tomr got sergant promotion test .

Consist of drills , campcraft,uniform , theory test!

KILL ME MAN! So many tests at one go -.-

And i haven even prepare anything now .

Good game for me mann .

BIG Thanks dad for helping me polish my boots.

And mum for the uniform .

Bye~~

PICTURES!

I look fat in some pics nor , darn it man .

But the truth it ; I didn't grow fatter .

I BECOME MORE MUSCULAR !! ):