My 1000th post!

ANYEONG peeps, I'm back yea :D

Got quite a lot of HAPPY things to tell you all~

So yup, I'm feeling very happy now (Y)

• First : This is my 1000th post OKIEEE!

I'm so proud of myself ; really.

It's like a miracle that i have come so far .

I've started blogging since i'm in secondary 1.

Until now, i'm still blogging .

Imagine my childrens saw my blogg ?!?!?! WTS man.

• Second : We had our class photo taken !!!

Good thing is I get to stand @ the 2nd row!

Omggg, so freaking happy man <3

& I get to stand with my Best Friend 'Sophia ; haha.

Hope the class photos turned out well , (Y)

• Third : I'm getting SPF badge award tomr

Damn shiok man, getting the award is my honour.

I'm really lucky to be chosen in getting this award.

(Though i dun think that i deserve it )

• Fourth : My last CCA TRAINING! (totally shiok )

Means i can stop gg for cca on every thursday!

Really (Y) ; i've been waiting for this moment for 5 years x.x

Though i will miss my sec 1s but yup , I STILL WANT IT.

• Last: For just this week, WE ARE FREE DURING EL periods!!

Omgg, totally awesome YEA!!! The period is the one i hated most.

So yup , not having it is like TEN TIMES SHIOK :D

Last but not least,

To make my post more enriching & fulfilling,

Pictures will cover the rest so yup enjoy~~~

Class photo! SPOT ME?!!?!

Class Girls with Geek Specs~~~

Okayy this GIRL in this photo is SUPER DUPER SWEET.

She is my best primary sch fren & till now it is too!!

Her name is Eunice mok ^^

Yuppp, she knitted this pencil case for me PERSONALLY.

Omggg, do you know how long it is to knit this?!?!

This pencil case is priceless & freaking VALUABLE.

Love it to the max big thanks to EUNICE.

& It's PURPLE-ISH!!! ^^

:D

Lifetime experience

HELLO peeps, I'm finally back...

Todayyyy is not a good day for me.

Haish, had a big quarrel with my 2nd sister ):

So ya, spent the whole afternoon with teary eyes.

Actually by saying the truth, i tot of suicidal thoughts.

This is really my first time experiencing this.

At that point of time, i don't feel like living anymore.

I feel that life is miserable when i need to study.

But if i dun study, then my future will be ruined.

If my future is ruined, i dun wan to live anymore.

So yup, i just feel that living is so freaking tiring.

I just kept on climbing climbing climbing up to the roof top.

Had the sudden thought of jumping : 一了百了

Guess what happened next ?

Of course i'm not dead or else who's the one blogging?

I suddenly think of what i've counselled my fren about suicide.

I suddenly think of my family member , how they treated me.

I suddenly think of what my mum will do when i'm dead.

So yup, in the end i gave up the suicide thoughts.

I felt so immature of wanting to die just because of a small thing.

Just because of what someone said, i got so emotional.

I felt like i'm the useless person ever in the world.

I wanted to die, FOR FUCK?!

This is my life .

I should control it ; i should't ruined it.

I'm born blissfully with a proper body; proper family & stuffs.

I'm actually very lucky to be like this.

I shouldn't give up my life when i'm just 17.

There are still many things i hadn't complete.

Wasting my life is definitely not worth it ok.

You know why i'm not at least embarrassed to tell you guys?

Cause i dun wan you all to follow into my footsteps.

Last advice:

Be brave, stand up using your own will & move on.

Lead a fulfilling life .

只有懂得放开的人才会开心。

hope i did made an impact on you guys.

Sorry for the horrible english yea.

Goodbye~

Stay tuned to my post tomr (:

Why can't you just stop caring?

Why do i worry about ppl who doesn't deserve it?

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?!!?!?!?

I tot i've already stopped caring .

Giving all the cold shoulders as much as i can.

Trying not to smile at all when talking to *

Hiding all my thoughts ; trying my best to dislike *

But wts. When smth happened to *, i will still CARE.

Can you give me an explanation why ?

Why do i still care when i shouldn't?

I tried to break everything as much as i can.

But still , i'm back to the same old point.

I didn't change @ all, i'm just pretending .

I'm really trying hard to dislike *

But i just can't , i can't do it.

I can't let go of the hatred towards *

I can't forget all the nasty things * did to me.

I just can't forget everything ...

If i have one more chance, i will rather not know *

That will be so much better for both of us.

Worrying/ Caring like a BIG fool when * don't even care about it.

So yup, once again , I'm stupid enough to fall into it.

COMPLAINS. s

Hi everyone, HAISH SIAN!

Today's an UNLUCKY DAY FOR ME )):

Like seriously, i totally hate today.

So ya, WARNING : This is meant for a complain post.

If you're not interested, jolly well click the X button

1. Mum didn't prepare breakfast so skip breakfast -.-
2. Bad hair day -_____-
3. Forgot to bring a V. important thing to school
4. Got held up by VP ; totally pekcek.
5. Ended up rushing back home to take the * thing.
6. Caught up with the rain, drenched shit.

Haish, felt so S.I.A.N. ttm ; mood totally NO GOOD.

Tomr's public holiday so DUN HAVE school!

But i dun feel like holiday at all CAUSE...

There are like TONS & TONS of homewk there -.-

Seriously fuck it man, what's the point of having a holiday?

When we can't even enjoy it at all ?!?!!?!?

Goshhh, totally sian to the max.

My teachers give the homework like free like that -___-

I know it's for our own interest but ...

I just want to complain lahh; let me be ...

Okayyy done already.

Bye~~

In a state of confusion

Continued post of Sunday's OUTING!!!

Omgg, i really deserved to die x.x

Forgot that it's 清明节!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So yup, need to go to visit my ancestors tomb (:

Hmm since it's a weekend, went to King Albert's Park with families.

As my sis& dad are busy, so left with 3 of us.

Me, 2nd sis & mum yea ^^

Was hungry ttm so went mac for lunch.

It's really crowded @ there & the queue was like wow.

Actually at first i tot that the centre was like so wulu wulu~~

In the end it's filled with young people, GOSH ^^

After our lunch, we went to "ISLAND CREAMERY"!

Ever heard about this name before?

Hmm that's my first time there though.

As usual, My 2nd sis's reco (she really know a lot of good stuff)

Order 2 cakes to eat cause IT'S EXPENSIVE.

Yupp, took our time to cam-whore there.

Needless to say , had an awesome time with Sis & Mum :D

Here's the inner view of the shop.

Cool beans yea?!

Okiie done with blogging...

PICTURES TIME OKIEE && Do enjoy (:

This is damn nice, i swear.

Hmm, this is too sweet though x.x

Do we look alike?~

3 of us ^^

Mum & I!!! <3

Lastly, my own solo photo.

Hah, don't mind ah~

Bye!!!

做人要看开一点， 才会开心！！！ ^-^

ANYEONG peeps, I'm back yea~

So long never blog already, OPS!!!

Had been rather busy recently, hehes.

I remembered my last update is last friday?!!?!

Omggg, really sorry for the lack of update ya!!

Will try to update more often okie (:

Ytd's APRIL'S FOOL DAY!!!

It's a pity that April Fool falls on a weekend ya.

Hmm ,didn't get a chance to play prank on my classmates >:(

But well, next year will right? :/

Well, ytd was a FAMILY DAY FOR ME (Y)

Went to bukit timah there to pray for my ancestors.

So many ppl @ the temple, pek cek x.x

Really hate the smoke and the 香 , sian ttm.

Next year, I WANT TO WEAR SUNGLASSES THERE!!!

&I'm sure i will not wear black anymore -.-

Ytd's like so freaking hot right?!?!

Okiie, will update you more about what happened ytd.

Tomr will update you with PICTURES TOO ^^

Stay tuned to my next post alright (:

Do we look alike? haha