Why can't you just stop caring?

Why do i worry about ppl who doesn't deserve it?

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?!!?!?!?

I tot i've already stopped caring .

Giving all the cold shoulders as much as i can.

Trying not to smile at all when talking to *

Hiding all my thoughts ; trying my best to dislike *

But wts. When smth happened to *, i will still CARE.

Can you give me an explanation why ?

Why do i still care when i shouldn't?

I tried to break everything as much as i can.

But still , i'm back to the same old point.

I didn't change @ all, i'm just pretending .

I'm really trying hard to dislike *

But i just can't , i can't do it.

I can't let go of the hatred towards *

I can't forget all the nasty things * did to me.

I just can't forget everything ...

If i have one more chance, i will rather not know *

That will be so much better for both of us.

Worrying/ Caring like a BIG fool when * don't even care about it.

So yup, once again , I'm stupid enough to fall into it.