Hope i'm right

Hey peeps.

I'm glad that I've the time to blog right now.

Please be honored cause i'm sacrificing my sleep for this.

Was supposed to finish blogging at 1130 and head to sleep.

But my itchy finger accidentally press the delete button and god damn it, 

*POOF* EVERYTHING IS GONE, oh man.

So I've to retype the same thing again ; Alamak -.-

Okay, I've 1 BAD news to share.

Apparently, I've no idea why i'm sharing this when i'm not obliged to.

Feel like i should do it anyway... 

YES, i failed my driving test

It's not like i'm proud of it but i'm not ashamed of it.

At least, i know that I tried my best and that's enough.

Driving is really not E.A.S.Y and choosing Manual simply makes it 100 times tougher. 

Really hope that i can make it on my 2nd attempt as I've already invested >$3k  for it.

To be honest, I'm glad that i didn't shed a single tear after the result.

I guess i sort of expected it coming? (maybe)

However, one failure is not enough to bring me down.

I'm gonna keep trying till one day, i can make it.

I believe i can do it one day. [ HAVE FAITH]

Hah, i guess my previous post is wordy enough.

So now, the overdue photos will do the rest of the talking! (:

Went back to sec sch for Teacher's day!

So lucky to get to see "He Lao Shi" there, YAY.

However, I still didn't get the chance to see some of my fav. teachers ): 

                                             Really miss secondary days especially with my Clique :')

                                                                                                    With Kim ((; 

With Alex ^^







 

 It's been a while since we had FAMILY OUTING :/

And our favourite place is definitely J.E for the win yo ((: 

What the, my sis's retarded face. 

 

With Ji Wun :D 

(Our Signature Pose)

With Jia Yun :]

THANK
YOU
FOR
THE
REAL exp.
GIFT
:')

Out of all, only the photos taken with Yijia are considered recent hehe.
So enjoy the last row of photos before i call it a day (:

Tata ~ 

No faith

Though it's kinda late, I wanna take this chance to welcome 

The Arrival Of September (:

As usual, it has always been my favourite month of the year. 

Simply because my birthday falls on this month and I'm proud to be a #Virgo

Well but for this year (2014), it's certainly different.

I know that my 19th birthday ain't gonna be easy.

Having mixed feelings right now especially when i'm left with 5 days more

To my special day

And also, to my TRAFFIC POLICE TEST.

Holy shit, TIME FLIES !!! 

Part of me is real excited to spend my day with my fav. person~

Come to think of it, I've always wanted to celebrate my bdae with someone i like.

And that wish never came true throughout these years.

Well , maybe it might be different this year? ;)

For once, i genuinely thought that this 19th would be da best.

But nope, the thought of taking TP test is good enough to send chills down my spine.

Honestly, i'm fucking scared right now. Yes no joke.

Nobody can understand this.

Hah, the stress doubled because it's either TEARS of joy/happiness 

Moreover, I've  already faced  enough stress from taking more lessons than usual.

41 > 25 (sessions). Yes, i'm not kidding.

My mind thought that I COULD but my heart said otherwise. 

Saying is easy, doing is hard.

I really wish i could be braver.

To overcome my fear and be confident.

Yea easier said than done.

I know that...

Drowning myself in the sea of negativity is really not the right time. 

Especially when i'm only left with 5 days :'(

But this is exactly what i'm feeling right now... 

Just the thought of entering the maze is 

making me to flee LIKE A COWARD

I'm really want to find my way out and pass with flying colours.

However, there are just TOO many obstacles all over the place.

And I've no single clue where to start from. 

 NOBODY could save me from this shit.

Except me.

As the days are getting nearer, i can feel my stomach churning like a bitch.

Feeling so powerless like a weakling.

And all i can think of it is all the possibilities that could add up to my final conclusion :

Whether i can make it or not... 

So do you think i can? 

Next to You

Hello readers, can't believe I went missing for almost a month.

But no worries, i'm finally back in ACTION hahah.

EXAMS

 ARE 

FINALLY

 OVER

:')

To me, this sem seemed extremely short.

Honestly, i only had 1.5 weeks to mug for exams -___-

The most DAUG thing is when

you've to impart all your knowledge to exams within the 3 mths studying period.

LOL seriously, what's the difference between POLY; JC man?

Either way, you still have to sacrifice your sleep for work.

That explains why Sg is rated as the 3rd sleep-deprived country.

Apparently, i'm surprised why Sg isn't the first, HAH.

But what to do? If you have no qualification then you can't survive.

Simple enough, the world is cruel

Honestly, i'm pretty sure that my GPA would drop this time round.

Reason being is firstly, I've no time to prepare beforehand.

Secondly, i couldn't push myself as much as before

Thirdly, i'm just so sick of studying when i still have years to go.

Really dk how long more i can survive being like this. :/

The more i study, the more i feel that i cannot make it.

I guess all this pretty sums up to one major reason : Lack of Motivation.

When you've already tried your fucking best, and your best wasn't good enough;

Who would ever want to try that hard again?

Well perhaps no one, except Albert Einstein. 

On a second thought after listening to all my rants, 

I'm just so done and over with POLY LIFE for now.

Time to take a break, have a kit kat hahah.

Gonna make full use of this long holiday to do something useful!

Ohh great, I've a good news to share to you'all :DDDDDD

Hmm, wondering where should i start from.

NYP offered me a job and the pay is 

It's really a rare opportunity for me because it's something cool that I've never tried before.

Job scope : "Acting"

And it's like tons and tons of people applied for this job.

Thus, chances for me getting in are really slim.

Moreover, i sort of screwed my interview by being late+ did smth real stupid.

So i never thought that i could get in.

BUT

I 

WAS 

CHOSEN

*pop champagne*

The best news are the ones you never saw coming, yes baby.

Still couldn't forget my epic answer when the interviewer asked me :

"Why did you apply for this job? "

To be honest, i almost replied " Because of the fantastic pay"

Obviously, i held back. If not, i'm sure that i couldn't get this job.

Lost in the train of thoughts, I've to find one answer that is different from the rest.

So i replied :

"I've always wanted to be an actress since young, thus this job is a golden opportunity for me to build up my portfolio"

HAHAAHAHAHAAHAH, please i know all of your responses would be like

Okay i know that answer is totally hilarious and ridiculous;

And I've no freaking idea why i said that.

Hahaha, I can't believe i shared this embarrassing shit to you'all.

Okay, don't laugh, don't judge..

Till then! (: 

Who knows

Hello, I'm finally back for proper update.

Yeaa, i realised I've written 3 consecutive EMO-NEMO posts in a row.

And it's time to stop..

"Life goes on when it ain’t so sweet don’t give up on it, get back on your feet."

I'm left with only 15 days to mug for my final exams, OMGG.

And i totally have no sense of urgency.

Haha i guess my motivation of mugging is no longer the same.

Despite studying like a mad dog for last sem, the results i got were disappointing.

Wanted so badly to get into D's list, ended up it backfired.

So yea, my current aim is to retain my G.P.A

Certainly, that's good enough.

The higher you aim/expect, the greater you fall

So note to self : Don't be a fool

Okay, since all of my previous posts were so WORDY, i shall make this post

C-A-T-C-H-Y

The pictures will do the talking ya ^^ 

With my BESTEST friends ; Sophia & Yijia!

Some overdue pics with my best pal- Alexandria :D
Thanks for being such a great listener and you're awesome ^-^

 

Sorry to interrupt with a retarded face of mine. :D #just #for #laugh

                                         

With my longest BFF , Yihan ((:

An awesome catch-up session with my dear Jia Yun ^^ 

 

Ultimately, my year 1 clique is da best ^^

So blessed that i still have them in my life! 

With my squash clique :]

 

 My another part of me- with these 3 bitches (:

Tata (: