Are you ready to fall in love again?

Randomly enough, a weird question popped into my head today. 

"Are you ready to fall in love again? "

Honestly, i feel envious of seeing sweet couples everywhere.

Unknowingly missing the attached life i used to have (somehow),

Feeling lonely when i'm alone out there,

Getting teased by people of being #forever #alone,

Seeing many friends getting attached while i'm all alone. 

Despite all these, I still couldn't decide a "Yes"

Previously, I realised I've been pushing myself away from a lot of people.

Once i knew that something is up, out i go.

I had no idea why i'm acting up like this.

Am i running away? Am i avoiding ? Am i being a coward?

Yes, i think i am lol.

# true #confession 

What's supposed to heal, time heal it all .

I am perfectly fine now, but ready? Not yet hahaha 

Thinking again, when will i ever be ready?

And guess what .

It's no biggie but I'M TOTALLY FINE WITHOUT A TEXT BUDDY.

Why???

Because it's annoying to have one, isn't it?

Unless you're texting someone you like, obviously you wouldn't mind.

If not, i feel like i'm just entertaining them which ain't fun.

And thinking of what to reply is a big headache.

So normally, i chose not replying over replying something stupid.

It's funny because a lot of girls love getting "Good morning/night" texts 

as they find them DAMN freaking sweet.

And i'm like, "who cares? I don't need that" Hah

So yup, i'm a weird person who doesn't need any text buddy basically.

Moreover, i don't wanna be hooked up with my phone.

Meaning using my phone for 24/7 , it's real pathetic. 

I need a real life, not a life being a keyboard warrior . 

PS : Don't mind cuz i'm just sharing my random thoughts. 

Hahah okay i shall stop here, Bye!!!