Over expectations

There are million of questions running through my mind.

And i just couldn't figure out that answer.

Ever tried giving your best but what you got isn't the best?

Jackpot, that's what i am feeling right now.

I really hate it when ...

The amount of effort i put in isn't equivalent to the result i get.

So what's the point of  even trying so hard?

I'm just on the verge of giving up everything.

But,

Each time ,

Something holds me back.

Don't ask me what cuz i have no idea too. 

And i really dunno wtf is wrong with me.

I just couldn't perform well when i'm facing pressure/ stress.

Fml, why am i so weak ...

Whenever there's a problem, i would run away like a coward.

I wish i have the courage to be like "Come, let's face it"

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, easier said than done.

Gotta change this ultra bad habit of mine 

-Constantly OVER- EXPECTING

Cuz i finally realised about one thing :

What comes after expectations will be undoubtedly Disappointments.

Experienced this over and over again but didn't get it 

Till now.

So