Overcome my fear

Today is my LAST NP training (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)

Finally , my loneliness agony is over!!!!

Though i'm not always enthu in np trainings,

my np clique made them enjoyable & fun .

But this year is definitely different...

I feel so damn lonely & aimless during those trainings.

I'm just like an useless person roaming around nothing to do.

So yup, I HOPE/ PRAY/ WISH that i can stand down ASAP.

F.I.N.A.L.L.Y finally, my wish came true.

I CAN BE FREE DURING EVERY THURSDAY already (:

& Today , i kind of take my very first step.

I walked home alone after np training.

To others, it mean nothing to you guys.

But i dare to say that this is a BIG achievement for me.

Especially when you alone need to pass by the crowd of other uni groups.

Ever since i'm sec 1, i'm always in my comfort zone.

When i need company, my frens are there.

But now , it's different ; I'm alone without them.

So yup, i need to TRY & step out using my own will.

(FYI : i'm always afraid what ppl think of me like 'lonely emo kid')

I'm proud that i can overcome my fear of loneliness.

One last thing i wan to say is :

" It's perfectly normal to be alone & you're brave to be like one "