be strong

Anyeong peeps, i'm back hah.

This week will be a busy week for me cause i'm 

W.O.R.K.I.N.G for 5 days!!!

Guess where i'm working at.

No doubt, it would be @ RAFFLES again!

Holy shit, i really dunno why is it so good there.

I guess i died there in my past life?

Or else why i'm so fated to work there despite so many places.

I'm just so so so sick of raffles.

I guess i'm going to lose weight again , thanks to working @ there.

In short, the food & things there are so LIMITED and expensive ...

I really dunno how to survive working, sigh*

Shall just endure for this week & i'm done with it.

I hope i can start the admin job next week, PLEASEEEEE...

Last time, i used to hate admin job cause it would be very boring.

But now, i dun give a damn.

As long as i will be spared standing for long hours ,

everything is fine.

Hope that it will be quite fun from the past admin job i had.

Hah, frankly speaking, i'm really choosy at jobs.

In fact, i have never been satisfied over the jobs i worked before.

Thinking deeply, how am i gg to survive next time.

So the crucial thing is STUDY HARD NOW.

& Don't regret in the end.

Actually, now...

I'm very very very concerned of my o level results.

Afraid that i  will score badly.

Afraid that i didn't get what i want

Afraid that i will cry when i get my results.

I really dun wan to get comforted by others on the result day.

It's just so freaking embarrassing.

Other ppl getting results better than you & you want them to comfort you?

That's so selfish, isn't it.

You should be rejoicing with them instead of seeking for comfort

Even if i didn't score well, i wouldn't cry.

I MUST NOT CRY NO MATTER WHAT.

There's nothing i can change even if i cry.

Forget it, no matter my o level results is good or bad.

I shall just resign to it. It's my fate .

At least i will smile & said that i have tried my very best.

I really hope i think this way when the day comes.

Must think positive!!!