Sunday, August 8, 2010

Useless

I told my dad about the mistake i made honestly .
He didn't scold or nag at me .
He didn't ask me to compensate .
He just kept silent .

I apologise to him for countless times.
I told him that i will return his money .
But the only sentence he said is :


You just need to repay me by studying hard.



I can't help but to cry .
Why am i so useless ?
Why can't i safe-keep a simple sim card ?
Why am i so careless to lost the card ?
Why am i always losing things ?


What am i supposed to do ?
My heart is so painful .
I feel so guilty & depressed .
If only my dad gave me a hard scolding ,
Then i can feel better .
What can i do but only crying.



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