Built to last

Some of us think
holding on makes us strong;
but sometimes it is letting go.

HIHIHIHI peeps , i'm not really in the mood now .

So just a brief update , cut the crap ..

Yea , today morning sophia pei me go running .

But actually she just sit down there , help me time .

LOL , my timing is 13.31 . X.X

Haishh , i really hate the teacher las ..

Sabo me , now i still need train up my stamina again

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ , how i wish i can die now .

After that pei her go library , nothing caught my eye .

Lunched with mummy (:

Then around evening , went downstairs rebond frinch .

Took like 2h to finish all the procedure .

Damm slow can , jamie & sophia also pekcek liao .

Hahahs , in the end my hair become .

LIKE LITTLE GIRL'S HAIRSTYLE .

Or maybe worst than that ..

Seriously , one word to describe ; GONECASE ):

Kk , i really hate my hair now .

Actually i told the hairdresser to cut U shape .

But in the end it turns out to be a straight cut .

Wtf las , the hairdresser really got smth with her eyes .

Somemore i only realise the outcome when i'm back home .

Yea and now i'm back , it's worst .

Everyone is like giving me bad comments about my hair again.

Why everytime i cut hair , the turn out would be bad?

Now i dread about cutting hair .

Yea , and the hairdresser trim my fringe .

My fringe already v. thin liao , she still trim ..

AHHHHS , how am i going to face everybody ?

The pic took after cutting my hair ..

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Kk , i really hate my hair now .

Actually i told the hairdresser to cut U shape .

But in the end it turns out to be a straight cut .

Wtf las , the hairdresser really got smth wrong with her eyes .

Somemore i only realise the outcome when i'm back home .

Yea and now i'm back , it's worst .

Everyone is like giving me bad comments about my hair again.

Why everytime i cut hair , the turn out would be bad?

Now i dread about cutting hair .

Yea , and the hairdresser trim my fringe .

My fringe already v. thin liao , she still trim ..

AHHHHS , how am i going to face everybody ?

I never have this kind of feeling b4 .

And this is the first time i'm feeling that .

I really hate myself for thinking so much these days .

I tried to stop thinking and just carry on with my life .

But i can't , am i falling in deeper & deeper ?

就是因为我不是那种, 哭了就会忘记全部 的人,

所以我跟不能让我自己再受伤害.

我也不会表现出来我的害怕和痛苦.