Tearing apart

Feeling really really really miserable right now

I have enough of all this shit.

Please, please, please just end my misery.

I'm left stranded in an unknown island.

With no one but myself.

Who can i find someone to help ?

I'm tired of acting like i'm fine when i am not.

I'm tired of acting like i'm strong when i'm just so weak.

I'm tired of opening up to anyone anymore

I just kept my feelings all bottled up and FUCK.

I can't take this anymore, really.


I really detest myself for being so weak.
Why can't i be stronger?
Why can't i just pretend that i'm fine?
Why can't i fucking forget everything ?


Fuck all this shit, really.
I'm just so tired and numb of everything.
Telling myself to stop crying .
But i just can't