Ego kills

Last time, I was an ULTRA- EGOIST.
I dun apologize. The most i can say is just : "Paiseh"
I just can't bring myself to say the word : S.O.R.R.Y
I will rather you bring me to hell than to apologize.
No matter if i'm wrong or right, i will always ASSUME that i'm right.
Then i will just wait for the other party to apologize.
Or else let nature take it's course and forget it.
Ironically, i'm a person that gives up easily.
But for this kind of cases, i will not give in at all.

N
O
W

I'm no longer like this.
In fact, i apologise more often than last time.
Guess, it's my frens that changed me...
" If you really care about your fren, no matter who is right or wrong, one should apologize first"
The person who gave in first is not ALWAYS wrong.
But it's he/she CARES more than the other party.
He/she can forget their ego & apologize gracefully. is not normal ppl can do.
Apologizing needs  A LOT A LOT OF COURAGE.
& by apologizing shows that you care...
You do value your friendship/relationship more than anything else.
If you have this kind of frens, cherish them okiee!!!
It's hard to come by to find this kind of friend.
Sadly, i'm not like this.
& i dun think i can reach that standard, LOL
Though i'm no longer that egoist already, i still have my reservations.
If i'm in the wrong, i will OBVIOUSLY apologize.
But if it's not, i will not take the first step at all.
So yup , a part of me changed but a part of me refused.


Hmmm so yup, don't take apologizing lightly!!!
The courage of apologizing is as big as confessing to your love (:
So if you do care, show that you do.