Built to last

This is what i think ....

I really cannot stand it .

A lot of people envy those people that are the youngest in the family .

A lot of people thought they are lucky to be the youngest .

A lot of people thought that everyone will dote on the youngest .

But they are all wrong.

They only got their parents' side .

But what they want is their siblings support .

I dun understand why .

I never get a stand in my family .

I never get a chance to speak out of what i think .

Just because they think i am still like a child.

With nothing in the brain , nothing sounds right .

From small , i didn't really get a chance to play with my sisters .

I was always isolated & was only allowed to play with myself .

I never get a part to play with them ,

Until i cried until so hard .

My relatives / parents took pity on me & plead them to play with me .

That's why from that day onwards ,

I hate to be the smallest .

I tried to make them think i'm great .

But failed .

I tried to gain their attention but failed .

Whenever we are talking on one topic ,i was always the one to be left out .

I got no way to do .

I only got my soft toys to keep me company .

That's why every single toy of mine , there's feelings .

Many people thought i'm crazy or whateva ,

But if they were me , wouldn't they do the same?