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HELLO peeps ; I'm back yea~~~

Hehehs, i'm here to UPDATE my lifeee...

Okie basically this MARCH holiday is definitely not enough for me.

Hmm, i bet you guys think so too right?

Everyday is fully packed for me -.-

& I go out everyday FYI.

Spent like 3/4 of my days with my pri sch frens .

Monday went to SENTOSA with my ASCC frens <3

Super duper fun & enjoyable for me.

Ps random, i'm craving for KFC 2 piece chicken @ $5 only!

Butt too bad, now i'm having a very BAD sore throat now.

&&&& I had a very MAN voice now :O

Okayy shall cut the crap.

SPAMMING OF PICS !!!

Took these with my ASCC frens (:

Rachel & I (:

Michelle & I ^^

Zanda & I :D

Ziyan & I :]

Shi Min & I ^-^

Ming Ni & I xD

Group photo ; acting cheesy , LOL

Cool style (:

Potential bodyguards, HOHO

Epic much

Pervert face; Ming Ni damn good at it

The duck flying POSE!

Hahah, this is a GOOD shot though

Smile (:

Acting like NERDS, LOL

I love this the most ^^



This is cool too!

Byeeeee~~

Hope you guys enjoy looking (:

It's an endless cycle

Nowadays i'm just lazy to have a proper update.

Because updating my life is so common/ boring.

Instead i've something to say ...

Just suddenly have the inspiration to type it all.

Afterall i have been through lately ; I realise nothing can bring me down.

(Maybe there're some things that will )

Buttt at least not for the same old thing again...

Cause 我学乖了

One advice for you :

Don't bother to give chances if someone hurt you.

Trust me .

You must be hard-hearted / cruel .

--------------------------My story---------------------------

The 1st time i got hurt; i just brush it off.

The 2nd time ; angry & sad but still endure as much as i can.

the 3rd time ; i got so fed up & eventually told everything out.

the 4th time ; i'm questioning myself whether i didn't make myself clear enough

the 5th time ; i just stopped because i know it's useless

But i just kept on cryinggggggg #real pathetic

LMFAO; look @ how many chances i have given.

FYI ; it's endless unless you yourself stopped it.

What i mean stopped is :

Stop wasting your time to say all those bullshit.

Stop caring !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I tell you guys .

No matter how many chances you give, it's not ENOUGH.

75% of the ppl can't change but just pretend for just a short while.

Just a short while ; they make you happy.

Another later ; your heart is bleeding .

" A leopard can't change its spot "

So you shouldn't give any chances at all.

WHAT IF you didn't give any chance right from the S.T.A.R.T ;

Then all these hurt wouldn't happen

& The cycle wouldn't happen again & again.

Think about it.

Even if one chance you give ;

there will be 80% chance you will get hurt again.

Still prefer like that ?

It's your choice but choose it wisely.

One last thing :

There's no wrong being CRUEL or heartless.

Because you're just protecting yourself from getting hurt.

From the shit cycle to happen numerously.

Only 10% of your frens will change because of what you said.

90% just pretend for awhile to let you see .

After that ; their true colours will be out again.

So it's like an endless cycle...

It's over

I experienced it before not once; not twice ; way more than that

& well it's the same everytime.

Ironic much? Or i called it ULTIMATELY STUPID.

For giving so many chances that i had lost count everything.

But this time is the worst * i swear

& this incident really left me an indelible memory

CLEARLY ETCHED in my head.

The feeling that you really feel like crying ;

The feeling that you want to shout : WHAT THE FUCK.

The feeling that you want to talk to the person you trust SO MUCH.

The feeling that you feel so lonely & ashamed.

The feeling that you feel so indignant & unfair.

You really feel like breaking down.

Tears forming in your eyes.

But this time i did hold back my tears.

& I did it because i'm immune to it already.

Thanks really.

Best at abusing people's heart.

HOW COULD I EVEN BELIEVE YOU?

I must be so freaking gullible.

Crying ; Getting sad over the same old thing again.

In the end i just forgive of what u did& treat u back nicely.

& this is what i get back.

Haven't i given you enough chances/ trust?

Karma will come.

I strongly believe in it.

The hurt that you had given me ; you will get back.

I know that God is fair ...

Totally give up on you already

ANYEONG PEEPS ; i'm finally BACK yea!!

Miss me?!?!!?!?!?!!?!

Anywayy today's my first of SCHOOL HOLIDAY (Y)

Actually i'm back from NPCC camp ytd but you know i'm too lazy.

These 3 days in camp ; i only slept for less than 1oh.

Pro right?! Should take pic to let you guys see my dark rings.

Hah, mixed feelings during the camp lah.

But all the way was saddddd ; haish .

Let's not talk about the sad things okieee.

My life has been nightmares when my npcc clique were gone.

I don't blame anyone but just myself.

Okayy whatever ...

BUT ONE THING THAT MAKES ME HAPPY :

" THE SECS 1 ARE SO CUTEEEEEE!!!!"

They really make my day man (Y)

After camp; directly went home .

Unpack bag > Bathe> Eat > Use comp> Sleep for 2h.

After that went to work @ Clarke Quay.

Sooo hardcore right? Hahah , i shall call it diligent... * heh

Work was like so slack thanks to the wet weather!

& I'm so lucky to work with Jessica, HEHE (:

Cam-whore a lot of pics @ our shop.

Hahah, surprisingly ; many ppl kept on looking @ us.

Enough of all the craps & rants.

PICTURES TIME!!!!

Look alike? AHHA

Cute right?!

Be there when i need you

First of all :

A HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ANDY & VANNA!!!!

My apology for the late birthday presents, hehe :x

Secondly :

THIS IS DAMN IMPORTANT.

I'm going NPCC camp tomr!!!!

Omggg, actually i hate camp A LOT , haha.

Cause i will miss my bed & everything lah!

My only wish is : I can eat/sleep well there...

Which is like kinda impossible ?!?!

Just hope that i can sleep well will do uh x.x

So i will stay MIA for just 3 days!

HAHA, will be back on sunday yo (:

Hopefully, can get to bond more with sec 4s & 1s ^-^

Lastly : TODAY'S SPORT CARNIVAL!

The day that i had been waiting for SOOOOOOO LONGGGG.

Hehehs, the relay run that i had been excited all the time.

FINALLY, i can be the LAST RUNNER!

Woots, i finally fulfilled my dreams ; BIG THANKS to tiffany!!!

Though we got 2ND , i really did my best!

So i'm satisfied & proud about it actually, hehe~

My best life EXPERIENCE ever ! (:

Okie done , i'm really tired.

Goodbye (:

I hate it

Getting my hopes real up ;

Making me FEEL SUPER HAPPY ;

Then all of a sudden ;

POOFF.

Everything was just a dream/illusion ?!?!?!

Or simply you've just been cheated?

Your mood will be like roller-coaster ;

GOING UP & DOWN ...

The worst thing is You can't get over it for ages!

It's not like you refuse but is you CAN'T -_____-
Then your tears just kept on flowing ;

Scolding yourself why you're so stupid to believe ?

So i really HATE IT WHEN I SUFFERED FROM IT.

Let me tell you guys one thing :

It's PERFECTLY NORMAL to have false hopes .

I swear; i always think of unbelievable things.

But sadly ; it didn't happen...

It's okay to harbour those false hopes!!!

However, don't believe it's true unless it really do happen!

要人家体谅你，就要先体谅人家

HELLO peeps, I'm actually in a very good mood today.

But just now got pissed by my ... , mood spoiled -.=

Sometimes i really want to tell her :

If she expect me to understand her more;

Then fucking try to understand from my perspective too -.-

Be more understandable lah, PLEASE.

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Okayy back to HAPPY TIMES!

Today is an EXTREMELY AWESOME day! (Y)

Had an enjoyable time with my classmates ~

Hope there will be more outings like this (:

Today went to East Coast Park in the morning for

SAND CASTLE BUILDING! :D

Hmm, it's kind tiring+ fun at the same time.

One thing is : THE WEATHER'S FREAKING AWESOME.

Didn't rain + Not sunny at all, shiok to the max.

Afternoon went to TOWN with classmates (:

First ; went to lucky plaza to play pool!!!

Played like 2 hours of pool ; many epic moments happened.

After deciding for like 15 mins , went to XIN WANG cafe!

My first time going there to eat :D

The price is so damn expensive *heartpain.

But the food is quite nice actually.

Then went to SCAPE walk walk around ...

Thankfully ; didn't spend any money (:

Around 10++, took bus back to lot.

Saw Andy they all & Someone ^-^ at bus, so qiao lol...

took these photos when i'm at work.

Happened to see those statues which caught my eye.

CUTE RIGHT?!?!?!?!

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