Heart-aching friendship

Idk why, no matter how hard i try to control my tears,

I just can't .

When i'm angry/sad/agitated/wordless ,

I will start crying .

But now , because of this person ,

I swear that i will never ever cry because of him already.

Come to think about it, I'm really pathetic.

Crying for a friend that is not worth my cry ?

I really wasted all my tears , *sigh

But anyway it's over yup .

So i shouldn't care about it A.N.Y.M.O.R.E

Like what he said ; JUST DUN FUCKING CARE.

Okk yes, for this time, i will heed your advice.

Thanks for making me realise your true personality.

中色情有? Okkie keep up the good work yea ^^

Goodbye, my EX best friend (:

I'm a stone woman

HELLO everybody, I'm back to usual self already.
It's a good news , isn't it ?

Hmmm, i have already sort out my thinking.

So i'm fine now, i guess?!

Hehehes , i promised you guys to blog about my sis 21'st right?

FYI- My sis bdae is on 1st of Jan , LOL.

So we celebrate her bdae on 31st december in her chalet.

It's kinda cool that everyone is like counting down for her bdae.

Shall start updating from NOW!!

Okkk, we went there like 2 plus to help her decorate her room...

Luckily dad drove us there cause it's @ pasir ris -.-

As my big sis bdae party theme is BALLOONS.

Everyone was busy blowing the balloons like crazy !

Many of the balloons kept on bursting .

Resulting likee ??.... AHHHHHHHHHH~

That kind of screams especially came from me.

Cause i am really scared of balloons , ROFL...

My sis is really ironic as even though she is scared of balloons,

She still put it as her theme, LOL.

My 2nd sis & i are busy doing her guestbook okayy!

Need to gain credit , HAHA...

Will take pics to show you our creation soon (:

Actually my sis did 3/4 of it lahh, hehe :/

Afterall , the celebration is a success!

The ice-cream bdae cake was also awesome too ^^

Take a lot of those pics yup ^^

The ice-cream cake, LOL , a bit ruined

Living room

Staircase

Buffet!!

Hehehe the food there was yummy too (Y)

Next event was ICE-CREAM TREAT.

Heheh sponsored by my kind boss Jazreeel & HT ^^

As it was a buffet, i really ate as much as i can.

Mummy teach me not to WASTE FOOD :P

Really feel like trying all the flavours man but ...

My stomach can't take it after like 4 rounds of eating :P

A WIDE VARIETY

SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~

Evidence hor ^^

Gtg, tata!

Off to watch running man xD

Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

In a state of confusion

I gave up

You're just fucking selfish .

Never the once you did consider our feelings.

Sometimes i really wonder what am i to you?

A substitute? A entertaining slave? A nothing ?

Nvm , all these dun matter anymore.

Since you're like this, I'm gg to be like this too.

I'm not FUCKING gg to care your feelings or whatever ok.

I had enough !

It's always me who's taking the first move.

& You just kept on taking me for granted.

F.I.N.E

I dun want to fucking care about you already.

I'm immune to all these shit.

All those things i tot you will changed, you still DIDN'T.

Ok can, now instead of hoping you will change,

I gave up OK.

I'm fucking tired now.

I just hope one day i can finally forget YOUR EXISTENCE.

One day, all these pain will be gone.

I can do it, i can get over all these shit.

Dun feel anymore guilty or whatever shit.

Just fucking HACK CARE.

Why did it change?!

Hiiie everyone , I'm back already...

I'm really tired after a long day @ school.

Got so much unhappiness to complain about, DUN MIND ME..

After all, it's just my own thinking.

But i just wanna type it out, SINCE IT'S MY BLOG anyway.

If you guys doesn't want to hear my rants,

Jolly well press the X button alright (:

Haishh, really S.I.A.N to the max can...

When i see my sch timetable, i really have no mood to study.

Almost everyday, we were released @ late hours.

11am- Recess, 3pm - Release from sch.

What crap is this ? ...

I know this year is our O'levels but like it's SO PACKED...

Late breakfast = Late Lunch.

Siann, & everyday lessons end until so late.

When you get back home, what's the thing you will do ?

SLEEP lah or else do what sia -.-

Everyday study for so many hours, how to concentrate ?

Haishh, i think also v. hard to go back & study nor

Next, this is even saddening .

好好的一个班变成这样！！！！

Last time my class was UNITED AS ONE!

But now it's like ...

Split into like pieces & you can't do anything but watch..

There's like a wall between us .

At first tot that now we are back into one class, things will change.

But wtf happened is that NOW NEED SPLIT INTO 2 CLASS AGAIN.

So what's the point of joining lah?

Might as well dun join cann -.-

I really dunno what's the point of splitting ...

I really dunno why we became like this since then.

Just hope that things will get better....

Last, subject teacher allocation.

This one no comments actually.

Aiyah this one no need to elaborate ...

You just know which are the teachers that are good/bad.

& of course you wouldn't want to have the bad ones.

Afterall, this is just all my rants.

Didn't mean to offend anyone or anything.

Hmm , i just hope things will get better when time goes.

PLEASE BE BETTER, HAHA...

Gtg ler, tata (:

My new haircut

HELLO everyone, looking forward for my new haircut right?

Teehee , i really brave up ALL MY COURAGE to cut this short okk.

I think it's around 8cm of hair loss, HAH ?!

Luckily my hair cut didn't fail or else i'm gonna cry like shit...

B.U.T

ONE thing i wan to complain is about

MY FRINGE!!!!

Okk as you can see, my fringe is actually v. LONG.

& i'm planning to remain the length.

But the TOOT hairdresser go & cut my fringe without asking me.

I'm like totally H.U.H, wtfreak?

I was in a state of confusion & stared @ her for 5s.

In the end i can only self-blame myself for not making clear

THAT I WANT TO KEEP MY FRINGE ):

Oh god man.

This is like a lesson to me & for all of you!

PLEASE DUN BE LIKE ME ):

Or else your fringe would be like ....

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You seee, the short & filled with HOLES fringe...

She even helped me layered my fringe , for IDK what.

*Ok thanks auntie.

HAPPY NEW YEAR ^^

Hah, ANYEONG GUYS, i'm back yo !

Today's my sis 21st birthday & NEW YEAR :DD

Woots, double blessings/happiness yea (:

Gg to update about her 21st party tomr so stay tuned okk .

Hmm, i shall start with my new year resolutions...

It's a new start, a new beginning, hopefully A GOOD END...

Surprisingly, i didn't went for countdown for christmas & new year.

Instead i stayed at home & pei my family.

Hahah very guai right?!

Okk shall cut the crap & BEGIN!!!

My index no ----

1. Pass my O levels with flying colours.***
2. Can hit $800 for my saving account?
3. Won't transform into a total nerd, it sucks
4. Time to pass real quickly this year
5. Participate in the relay run competition.
6. EVERYONE TO BE HEALTHY & HAPPY ALWAYS!